blue daisies

For All the World

2010-06-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

So when theres many things I need to do I believe in stopping (especially if I am stressing) and taking a look on what I am feeling and how i got here. Life's been really good lately. Much better this week than last week and I can honestly say that for the past few days I've been able to walk into school with a smile. Maybe its because summer is around the corner, maybe its because I haven't been ignored this week, maybe its because I've built a guard of hilarious and sweet friends, maybe its because I've felt pretty all week. Whatever the reason I like that change.

I've been working on change for a while. I am going to start taking aerial arts class in addition to my 1 adult ballet class a week. I was reading some older posts. I don't encourage you to read them I feel that i sound incompetent and immature. Not sure how to handle myself on my own blog. Which was the truth the Internet used to be so foreign and new. Now its an everyday thing. I still am looking for a harder dance course. I need to work on jumps.

However in my search for self peace and new dance classes I auditioned for a weekend dance intensive. I GOT IN to my surprise and its with Lineage Dance Co. A company I admire. They put on the Pasadena Dance Festival that was the most fun I have ever had.

When changing and finding room for it you tend to find memories. Its a process sorting through them recognizing them for what they were and your history than either keeping them close to heart, filing them under the important category, or placing them neatly in a box to be put in your newly organized attic for a time much later. I feel confident in the way my inner self lies and flows. I feel more confident in my dancing and singing. I don't feel so undermined or that I am striving too hard. I work hard and I love it--I feel that I am in the right place. In the last year I have met many new people who've helped me come this far and feel as capable as I do. I thank them and I thank the Universe.

Thank you for teaching me to continue and thank you for continuing.

Danica--

These Changes

2010-04-27T16:31:00.000-07:00

hello

life isn't the easiest right now. theres kinda a lot of situations going on around me and i am invested in each one and i dont know what to think. you know those issues with friends and other people and that girl that cant get a hold of her life. well this girl is holding on but she cant really grab anything stable right now. not even herself. theres not a lot of people to hold her and check up on her and shes not even sure if she wants that right now. it was going fine and now its not going as fine. i'm typing in a mess, a problem, both mentally and physically. sometimes being strong enough to pull yourself through means you have to and you have to prove but sometimes its not enough and you arent the greatest and you get upstaged and everyone gravitates towards them leaving you asking "hello?" i need a balance. i wish things could happen that really just cant and it hurts to be told that again and again but i am still wishing and still being told no and it hurts...it hurts real bad...

--Danica

APRIL 19

2010-04-19T20:27:00.001-07:00

Hello!!

SO my day wasn't that bad. It was rather pleasant even though it was the first day back after spring break. This morning I went to the chiropractor to get my lower back fixed and MAN! did it feel so much better. Then I went to school my french class wasn't too bad we reviewed and Ms.Hart even made me laugh a couple times so it was enjoyable. My dance class is always fun though we just talked about the show and didn't dance. My English class is always really interesting and we are working on a poem project so I will be doing that in a little bit the only thing is that I cant find my grammar book--Have you seen it? cos I sure haven't. Chemistry was a bit over my head as usual. History was a lot of review and can you believe it?!The AP test is in two and a half weeks away!!! So scary. But I will be prepared is what I keep telling myself. Math was math I did my homework we have a district test tomorrow what else is new? ANNNDD I am working on getting voice lessons and I am going back to dance tomorrow so I am SOO excited. Yay so that s a day in the life of moi :)

if i could figure it out

--Danica

HI SARAH!!!

2010-04-18T15:01:00.000-07:00

Hi SARAH!

so i am really excited for our blogging party. For those not in the know one of my good friends sarah @sashepard.blogspot.com started a blog! (you should go check it out--I already gave you the link what more do you need? ) And we have made an agreement to keep writing on our blog to stay in touch since we live too far away from each other. So I am excited to get back to blogging and I like to imagine sarah is excited about blogging so lets get this started!! :)

LOVE YOU SARAH!!!

--Danica

Is It really

2009-11-25T09:41:00.000-08:00

hello.

how are you? I hope you're good. Do you come here often? I do. well. Often enough for me my visits are interesting-probably intriguing to you hence why you come to see if I've come back and left a note. Thank you. That pleasant conversationalism is just that pleasant and I sort of enjoy it..

When I think of elegance I think of my grandmother--when I smell a lovely perfume or hear of a business cocktail party something fun but delightful-I think of her.

When I think of times before ours-not ancient but separate where girls were trained and taught manners and knew how to be a lady -I think of my great-grandmother

When I think of tea-parties I remember when I was little reading raggedy ann books and deciding that I was Marcella and I would have a nice teas party with my dolls.I think of running through rose gardens. Remembering the multiple times I have run through huge rose gardens hiding under some of the large bushes watching the sun travel-being pleasing and warm--I remember one day I did such a think and I felt that I was in a Monet painting---even at 10 I had loved his work and the happiness I felt could be reflected in such beauty.

When I think of traveling I think of my Aunt Norma-I haven't mentioned her here-she was a beautiful person

I think of traveling across the world to exotic places to the amazon and africa to india and china-I want to go to Europe and see how they run things over there.

We had callbacks yesterday-I got nervous and scared and I almost started crying in the middle of my song but I didn't stop... They cut me but its okay in the sense that I can probably get the flying monkey part because I killed in dance auditions. I just feel so embarrassed because everyone heard me sing-and I didn't do that well and I don 't want people to go away with that as my impression--I can sing better.. but marlene said I did good and she thought I was having fun with it even though I was almost crying but she couldn't tell but I'll go with that.I was so proud to be friends with asya,sarah,jordan,alex,and pavel--they were so amazing and I love them all---And I must thank Olive for making me feel happy she truly has talent and she's so feel-good!

to have you see me

-danica

La la la la la the world is round...

2009-11-18T20:35:00.000-08:00

Eric got the link to my blog about two seconds ago "HI ERIC!! " Now a days I actually have people reading this though none of them leave a comment like emma d., emma p., maddy, and gigi ...LOL LEAVE A COMMENT GUYS...

okay updates....I am still dancing thought I missed class all last week for homecoming and sickness and the final football game of the season...I went yesterday felt really bad today..so I stayed home...again..---bad ballerina! Anyway I've been trying to save my voice because yours truly will be auditioning for Addaperle "the feel good girl!" in The Wiz...and pavel chris and alex and jordan are also auditioning..... and I think that they are all singing the lion song...not quite sure--safe to say its gonna be a PARTY tomorrow!! Oh yeah and my friend megan she auditions right before me so we get to be audition buddies!! so yeah I'm singing He's the Wiz and am pretty good if I do say so myself...

So I'm actually excited-kinda nervous---but mostly excited...and I'm gonna have a super cute outfit on so even if I fail I could just stand and look pretty...

So school is still school ---its all about adaption now...just going with it getting the work done having fun...if it wasn't for my friends I would probably melt but chatting and working with them keeps me occupied.. and surviving..

Dance has been getting better too those girls aren't so cliche-y and they will actually talk to me... AND jordan and I are talking a ballet class together next week so I'm so very excited and the dance that we're choreographing is like wayyy ahead of schedule so we're SUPERSTARS....isn't it great?

yeah well I didn't exactly know what else to say in here....I'll update you tomorrow on how auditions went and the shin-dig that went down before.. :)

keep well and entertained and be witty darlings for I've re-energized myself and decided that I cant be so down all the time its time to make a change...... Live well.....

-danica

ZOMG!!!!!

2009-10-19T18:40:00.000-07:00

Okay okay I'm trying really hard not to panic---1 sec lemme get some dinner-- okay now I'm eating my dinner as I type this because I cant afford to lose precious time.. to make things simple I am drowning in homework--no no! wait for it!! --THAT I HAVE NO FREAKIN CLUE HOW TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I told myself that I'm not going to cry I only have to:

-finish post lab/pre lab questions for chem

-worksheet packet for chem

-end of chapter chem book work

-math worksheet I AM TOTALLY LOST ON

-reread to kill a mocking bird for trial

-get together papers for said trial

-try to finish some grammar work for extra credit --AND ITS A TON LEMME TELL YOU

-FRENCH HOMEWORK

now didnt I say today was my day to regroup well you can throw that out the window!!! ALL I DO IS HOMEWORK

and I'm trying to get to bed early well you can throw that out the freakin window too

I wanted to clean my room-TOO BAD!

I wanted to not be at my wits end on a monday because I feel like all I do is work and in the times I'm not working I'm dancing which is good but I never get time to just chill and its so annoying oh yeah and I have to email my team members about the trial you know why? because I landed myself a spot as Atticus head of my side of the trail nice huh? and I will say I'm honored but I can't deal with this...UGHHHHH

IF anyones reading this please LEAVE A COMMENT just tell me to suck it up and move on and if you wanna be nice offer to clean my room or give me nice music --I like music

-danica

This is my brains song...

2009-10-18T20:50:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKrBlIXzI5I

And So We Must Commence

2009-10-18T20:33:00.000-07:00

DO you ever get that feeling like things might end up being okay but you're really apprehensive cos you feel like you're gonna fall into a trap and then things are going to go horribly wrong? well I'm not necessarily feeling like that but ya know its getting there--No I lie -I don't know I'm sooo confused now

So yes its been a while since I've written and I don't know I'm just busy and everything I want to say cant be said in a half hour and no I'm not talking about that---okay fine maybe I am a little

Basically I've had to deal with alot of nothing and that's the problem --I make issues for myself and I blow things out of proportion and I get irritable-speaking of irritable I wish everyone would stop saying that I look sad!! gosh okay?!! I'm not depressed yet I get asked every day maybe I have alot I'm thinking about maybe I don't know how I'm going to do my English project maybe I'm excited to go to homecoming but still unsure because I cant stand it anymore? Maybe I'm going insane MAYBE I just cant stand school and some people sometimes and sure maybe I do get a little sad every now and then because I have to deal with things but even if I am is asking me if I'm sad going to fix anything? I DON'T THINK SO....

and I love my friends GOSH do I love you guys you make my world go round and I try I really do try to be honest with you but when I do I don't want sympathy--I despise sympathy when I'm trying to be real I mean not always but I don't need this whole AWWW yeah no thank you

And dance... boy does dance make me tired but I couldn't live without it and I'm rediscovering why I like it and that makes my day..

AND why is it that people have to be so rude? Gosh and can I ever get a good picture of myself? And why is it that I want a good picture of myself isn't that a little narcissistic? And why does A.P. euro take up so much fricken time and do I have to be ignored every day of my life--now I don't consider myself an invisible person but I swear to you at least once a day I'm talking to my imaginary friend because my family and friends move on before I'm through

My room is a mess and I'm a tired wreck so why is it that I felt hopeful in the car I DON'T KNOW

and I'm excited for my Halloween party I want to feel human again because lately I've felt kinda robotic and I get left with no energy which is why I must depart now to SLEEP and forget whatever I wrote here then read it later and be like "OMG I actually wrote that??"

-danica

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!

2009-08-29T10:53:00.000-07:00

mmmhmmm okay!! so I am like obsessed with birthdays! I think that they are a little silly but overall I love celebrating them with my friends-I mean I enjoy celebrating my friend's birthdays (my birthdays-ehh not as much fun -well sometimes:P) but anyway yes and I have this issue where I have to say happy birthday like a gazillion times that day......

So heres to my friend A_L_E_X :

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOOOO since you're in Hawaii and I don't want to ruin your vacation I have to get kinda creative on how I'm saying happy birthday...I said so on facebook,and I'll send one on twitter even though you never use it..haha you need to login and see it-you'll find this via email its almost late enough to send a txt and that's about 5 times...which is pretty decent :) but some thanks and thoughts are in order..

SO happy birthday Alex you're a fantastic friend to have and very handy when it comes to music lessons ;) I learn a lot about new musicians and just random stuff--which makes me seem smarter sooo thanks for that! I also think your random insults invented during conversations are funny even though I say they're not...you get points for letting me see your guys's band even though it wasn't just you ... and for acting excited about my dancing...

Okay so I don't really know what I'm trying to do here--- just saying happy birthday and thanks thanks for all you've done and for inviting me to go to Hollywood and the winter musical-which got me into the summer musical,thank you for being funny,and being patient when I'm totally ignorant in some subjects like musicals,and soccer,and amazing artists..

haha :D

okay I'm ending this now!!!

HAVE A SUPER BIRTHDAY!!!!

-- Danica--

AHMI GOD!!!!

2009-08-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

Okay so things have been pretty snazzy today I officially ordered some glasses AND sunglasses and we got money off them so its all good....and I pretty much know how I'm gonna get my hair cut I just need it to happen...

skdjhtoiwne~~!! I am sooo supposed to be doing AP work I haven't done any for 2 days!! and theres 1 more week til school and I have to finish 1 1/2 chapters plus vocab plus study guide questions....ACK!!! well I am going to be done by the end of the weekend I promise myself I have to be because otherwise I'll like die.....I'm just really kinda tired cos I haven't been sleeping well but I spent the night at my best friend graces house with my other bestie emma and it was soooo much fun! but yeah I just haven't been in the focused mood....so yeeeeeah

and my buddy jordan and I are choreographing this super awesome crazy demented intense dance and its fabulous -our first rehearsal was yesterday and in 4 hours we got like 1 min completely accomplished and and outline for the dance..AHH!!! its bloody brill!!

and I learned while listening to my friends band rehearsal (I was like the first outsider to hear them and be at their rehearsal I felt super special...)that my friend Pavel plays CELLO!!!! its amazingly super cool....and he plays standup base so hes my role model ;P

SO yeah that's the local happs.... and now I'm going to enjoy dinner and a movie with my family get some well needed rest and then hit the books tomorrow!

dancing with myself :P

-danica

Changes...

2009-08-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned in my last post I want to make some changes and I decided to give my blog a make-over the way I write and the font colors and such will be different hence why I set it up to only show one post....this one is different :)

I want to settle and adapt and I was getting a little bored with blogging so why not change it? and make it more interesting...I am also going to incorporate my dance blg into here since I dont want to manage 2 blogs....so you'll be hearing more about my dancing...

So for now this is how it will be..and I really like it... thanks to yummylolly.com for the template shes amazing and her templates are very fun and unique....

Til Next Time

-danica

New Season...

2009-08-15T13:14:00.000-07:00

Most people live their lives by years - I pretty much live them by seasons.... dance season is starting in the fall which brings in school and everythings great.... And I think I'm trying to start new.. give myself a makeover.. I'm giving away clothes getting new clothes planning a haircut and deciding to make changes in the way I exercise and eat..now if you read that line it might seem odd. I'm a dancer I don't over eat and I'm a healthy weight but I need to be like amazon warrior-lol not really but it will improve my dancing.I need to stretch more and gain more muscle I need to be more fit aerobically.... its alot I'm thinking about and doing but I'm excited..

And as of this moment right now I'm going to learn Portuguese somehow because my goal is to audition for Grupo Corpo in Brazil later in life....

I haven't written alot lately but I will in the coming school/dance season but for now I'm enjoying my summer.. :)

Danica

2009-07-29T18:06:00.001-07:00

HEY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.........aka Imaginary Friends!! jkjk for Those Of You Who ACTUALLY Read This...On Purpose :P

2009-05-25T11:29:00.000-07:00

of course I'm back and ready to take the world!!!!!!!!!!

The Spring Dance Concert was sooooooo much fun and it went very well and ALL of my friends came...THANKS GUYS I LOVE YOU!!!!!! and I was soo happy that they came and got to see what I've been working on and such...they all loved it and gave me some compliments..I was glad my hard work payed of and it looked so pretty...they are the best friends.....I mean getting yelled at strangers to shut up is just an act of devotion...lol not to moi though....

ANYWAY I get to prepare for the dance recital coming up at my studio....so that's always tons of fun....and yeah....

OHMIGOSH!!!! my mom says that I can have a twitter!! lol I dont need one or anything and none of my friends have one but they're just sooo cute!! and she says I might be able to get a facebook.....idk I guess it would be fun and its kinda just because my friends are always like..I want pics of you!!!! and I have some friends that live abroad and that would be a nice way to keep in touch...and I know that my mom would start using hers and while people are like "ewwww parents having one and watching you?!!!" I 'm like "LOL yeah lets chat!!" and we've held IM convos...from the living room to the dining room ..it cracks me up and its part of the reason I want a Twitter so we can just see whats up with each other...and while it might seem sad or that we're resorting to Internet to stay connected its a nice way.....because we are all so busy and we eat dinner together about every night and we're very close but when I am gone like ALL the time with dancing and friends its nice to know that I can just stay posted and such....I don't know its kinda hard to explain but I think its nice for my parents too because they can check in,be amused by my antics,say hello,,,ITS JUST SO GOSHDARNNICE!!!!! SO YEAHHH!!

moms in the shower now afterwards we're gonna go out and buy me some shorts!! Hella yeah!!!

lol Love you

DANICA--- <---person of importance in my life

I'm Alive and Busy As Always..

2009-05-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hey I know I haven't written in awhile but I've been sooo busy since theres a dance concert this Friday and I have to have rehearsal all week on top of my ballet class....and today I'm auditioning to go to a higher level at my studio after a tech rehearsal for the first half of my show at school (spring dance concert-that's what I'm gonna call it) So spring dance concert is the high school show and the ballet show is the summer recital...okay that simplified things...so yeah I'm excited for the Dance concert so that should be fun I'm off to school in about 15 min so just thought I'd check in and say hi :)

--Danica----DANCING

Of Course When I Say No I Mean Yes....Thats How Its Done

2009-05-05T17:27:00.000-07:00

Hey,

yeah that's all .......hey.

Grrr..CST tests are utterly boring...I mean some of the stories in the English section were interesting but bleh.....I get to take math tomorrow (keep your fingers crossed) Yeah and the teacher that supervises my class is so scatterbrained---we started 40 min. late....nice huh?

Well enough of that I'm kinda bummed my hip-hop class was cancelled because Angie hurt herself -yikes!- she injured her knee and at the moment can't walk....we still need to learn a new dance....but I hope she gets better :) we'll see on Friday....

Lunch was fun today it was pretty chill considering half of the group was gone in swim team ad tomorrow I get to have history!!!!! YAY!! I love that class so much! :D its so interesting....and its the last class of the day how great is that?! SUPER great....

yeah this is a pretty short post not much to say except that I don't have any homework and I think I'm gonna go practice riding my skateboard >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">freakin hilarious)

Don't wanna talk about yesterday's ballet/jazz class.....lets just say that tomorrow will be better... but yeah gonna practice my skateboarding and will probably fall a bunch of times I mean I may be a dancer but balance doesn't come naturally! Nobody's on AIM so no one will miss me..

hope you are all enjoying life and getting ready for summer!!

D_ dramatic

A_ advantageous

N_ not so normal

I_ in it for kicks

C_ casually sophisticated

A_ acting smitten

:P-------LIVE YOUR FREAKING LIFE FOR ONCE!!-or you know again :)

Okay I'm Breathing...... Right Now Thats a Point...

2009-05-03T13:51:00.000-07:00

So I have alot to do and I'm like having separate meltdowns over school and such its been really hard around the house due to a shitty accumulation of unfortunate events.... so right now as long as I can function I'm alright..gaaaahhhh

But that's neither here nor there because today I'm gonna be relatively happy I have to be otherwise I'll sink and crash and burn and while the flames may be pretty its hot enough as it is..with all that global warming :) but seriously I'm just like grrrrr....I've been pretty irritable and if it wasn't for Power Rangers in Space and some funny jokes about Swine Flu.....(cough cough Alex! You gave it to me!!!) I probably would be hiding under a rock--I mean its sounded pretty nice compared to going to school some days......

But yesterday I spent the night at Bridgit and Siobhan's house......good god thank you for them!! I love you guys!! Seriously I needed to be thrown into their awesomely quirky family for two days and a night because I felt so safe when I went to sleep and it was the first night in a while I didn't have a dream where I was alarmed.......it was really nice and very pretty....I love that little town of S---- M--- haha <---I get it all to myself since you don't know where I'm talking about.........ahahaha..I love talking to nobody......

But seriously I doubt some person who stalks people would ever read this...but if it eases your mind mother I wont...and I wont have a facebook or a myspace even though I wouldn't want a myspace...but I kinda want a facebook but dont worry I wont bring it up cuz the answer is gonna be no---or yes but you cant put any pictures (the whole point of facebook) or say where you live (I wouldn't put school anyway...) or use your real name (um lame codename anyone?) basically I can have this blog and that's it...the computer blocks out facebook and myspace so I cant even check my friends pages...it kinda sucks......I cant have a youtube account either and my brother would love to have one.....we would even have a joint account for christs sake.......I cant text either-- apparently I do enough chatting as it is.....so don't worry mother....I'll skip out on the fun comp stuff if you ask me to....I mean I don't consider myself a "regular" teenager as it is and you don't either so mother may I take one step further in the electronic world known as internet? no?? okay fine I'll step back...

that was an utterly pointless rant......I really like goldfish.......and turtles........even though turtles like eat goldfish.....hmmm....I just wont allow them to be enemies...its not acceptable...

haha I saw the uninvited at Bridgit and Siobhans house and it was so much fun...Brideee was at a soccer game so it was just siobing-bong and I and savana came over so it was really fun and its a pretty intellectual movie...but it was good and I didn't get scared that much I'm so proud *smiles cheaply* lol >.<> because there was a blanket over her face..lol I had a really good time and it was so much fun with them......

So now I'm taking/took Alex's advice and I ignored responsibility yesterday so today I get to do

-math homework (just finished)

-math CST packet (almost done)

-organize math binder for grade (forgot the binder but am going to organize the papers)

-Figure out the character I'm using for my English Project

-English Business letter(supposed to refer to the book in my locker help anyone?!!)

-Clean my room

-Set out my crap for tomorrow

CLEAN MY ROOM

-Fix my stupid nails...

So yeah!! okay I'm feeling like going to the nearest 7-11 w/ my bros I'll finish the CST packet first...cuz I'm not a procrastinator!! >.<

Antsy Pants
Tree Hugger lyrics

Send "Tree Hugger" Ringtone to your Cell

[Chorus:]
The flower said
"i wish i was a tree"
The tree said
"i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished
That it was a bee
The turtle wished
That it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea

And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert
And the desert
So dry and lonely
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort

And the rattlesnake said
I wish i had hands so
I could hug you like a man
And then the cactus said
Don't you understand
My skin is covered
With sharp spikes
That'll stab you
Like a thousand knives
A hug would be nice
But hug my flower
With your eyes

(chorus)

(repeat 1st verse)

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert
And the desert
So dry and lonely
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort <----my happy song

Danica----REALLY TRYING TO WORK WITH WHAT I HAVE!!!!!

Just Another Wednesday.....

2009-04-22T18:25:00.000-07:00

LALALALALALAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol Another post that no one reads..... gotta love it!!! I can say whatevers I feels like!! :D

lol Its open House today so we got out at like 11:00 am and then my mom picked my best friend Emma and I and dropped us off at home..... we then changed backpacks for outing bags..(coined that phrase isn't it grand?) walked down to the nearby Chinese food restaurant and ate.... we then took our leftovers and walked back to my house..... where we then continued to sing songs and she listened to me read a story I wrote where I acted over the top and added crap that isn't even in the original copy and is stupid so that got us laughing really hard.

Yeah and then after she went home I watched Power Rangers the original HELL YEAH!! cos that's how I do it! I love that show with some weird passion lol I started watching at least one a night....I wanna see them all.. yes its a weird goal but hey nobody else is gonna know except me and silence..Right silence? *silence speaks loudly* of course that's how it works!!

No I really am not crazy just really lonely I mean not literally but none of my friends are on AIM and that bothers me....I like talking to my friends we have such enjoyable conversations.... you guys better be at freakin open house cos I'm leaving in like half an hour or something... gots to see my teachers..

I'm listening to my new Duncan Sheik/Holy Brooks/Nora Jones/Ron Pope play list known as Total Awesome Slow Down ;D I love those songs and they seem to complement each other the music is low key but REALLY INCREDIBLY GOOD..... to just chill to and sing along with..

Speaking of singing I've tried singing lately and it sounds horrid... and I'm signing up for a summer musical with my friend Alex who's only heard me sing on a freakin DVD LAST year and he thinks I'm pretty good....I sound out of tune and my throat feels strained which means I'm not singing right.... and it sucks and I'm REALLY nervous now and there's no one to reassure me or to help me I feel like I'm on my own and I mean I can just see it.... right before I "reveal" my voice Alex thinking I'm gonna sound good other people prepared for something decent and BAM! I suck and no one wants to really tell me 'm just awful so I get pushed back so far in the chorus line that I cant even see the front of the stage much less the audience and they cant see and DEFINITELY not hear me.......... oh god..I'm scaring myself just typing it... so if anyone is reading this per chance and you are this like ridiculously good singer and you wanna give me some tips and advice........I mean I don't wanna sound desperate oh screw it ---MESSAGE ME!!!!!!! PLEASE I NEED THE ASSISTANCE!!!!! but the chances of someone reading this slim to none so the chances of someone reading it being a good singer AND commenting with help is like Slimmer Slim than Slim Zero so its a laughable notion...

I wrote a song last night....... well not like a song music wise but lyrics and I can hear the music but I don't know how t o write music so whatever.... it just came out and suddenly its like SH88!! I just wrote a freaking song!! And I REALLY liked it last night and now I don't like it so much but its still like a regular-ish song.. with a chorus and a beginning and a middle and an end.... yes I sang it but softly cos I sounded terrible last night too I swear I'm gonna cry if I cant fix it... :'(

-Danica---I'm singing and singing pretty badly at that!! Cheap money anyone?

HAPPY SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-19T13:43:00.000-07:00

Okay so right now I'm sitting behind the counter of my dad's resturant so thats kinda exciting I guess but its kinda hot cos the oven is on !! Grrrr....I cant wait til summer when I can dance and sing all day!! ahaha I'm singing to my brother on my ipod.:D *voice oozes with sarcasm* he loves it!! no but he doesnt care either......

I can't wait til summer when I can dance and sing all day long!! lalala!! :)but I get to go to dance camp at my studio and I get to do the summer musical....btw the people I was introduced to were all extremely nice and the preformance was good....some old aquantices never change and are still act self centered but whatever the cool people outweigh the stupid people....haha

School is going pretty well spring break ended and with it came my birthday....my party was really fun >.< even though some people ditched *cough matt,meagan,chris cough cough ahem* no I enjoyed myself emensely and even though I told everyone not to bring me anything I do like my presents they are very nice and thoughtful.......I just dont like the end of spring break cos after the teachers try to cram info down your thrat for the CST test..................bleh!! I cant wait til May 22 cuz thats the spring dance concert and my friends are going to support dance club and watch me preform cos thery're super awesome and they rock...I swear though they are so hilarious and supportive!! they make moi laugh everyday :D and they're super smart!! makin up conspiracy theories....maddy and I stick together in the geometry section :P your friends got nothing on mine!!

ooohhh!! I forgot to tell ya'll that 'm in a hip-hop dance!! Ad its really fun and Angie said I'm ding good!! that comment made my day cos I was thinking about how I'm kinda out of my element but its really just the isolation which I know I can do cuz we do it in ballet....I can do this sh88!!!Lemme tell you though this dance is freakin awesome!!---haha I kinda just gave myself a pep-talk.....lol but yeah its fun and awesome!!

I'm just trying to keep myself entertained since there's not much to do......business is slow..and I finished my homework...Alrighty well I guess I'll sign off now!!!

Ballerinas Are The Birth Of Cool by Prima*Ballerina on Polyvore.com

yes I made that ^

-Danica-- Uniquely Stunning!

Haha

2009-03-25T17:46:00.001-07:00

My party was reallllly fun but I wasnt feeling to well and I was sick for a week after :/ but I'm feeling pretty damn great!!!

Demitri Martin is on tonight!! At 10:30 when I'm fast asleep lol but I'm recording him...The man is pretty hilarious. So now the whole shindig is happening at the movies this sunday..What can I say I love hanging out with my friends.I mean they are pretty fantastic!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I really wish my throat would stop hurting so I can sing!!! I miss singing.. :( and I sing ALOT randomly and to songs I like....

And I have a at least 45 sec dance due wednesday we were supposed to already have music chosen and be halfway done with our dance today...I wanna do like two min and I haven't even started...My knees hurt and I have ballet tomorrow......anyway I finally chose my music for the midterm dance and I really like it its like guitar over techno but like soft guitars..... and its just a beat.

UGH ALEX!!!!!!! I really wanna hear your song and you need to stop over thinking your lyrics...hurry your little behind up finish your song and record the song, burn it on a CD and give it to me!!!!!!! But just listing all those steps is a lot and your lazy so I'll hear in like two years..no I don't mean to offend you just finish it okay?!!

RUN AND HAVE FUN IN THE SUN BUT HURRY UP AND BE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Danica-- I'm Pretty Damn Great So Message Me Up!!!!!!

Thursdays of All Days.....

2009-03-19T16:29:00.000-07:00

Hey Gang

Or should I say hi to the few people who read these not very interesting posts..Anyways normally I'm leaving for ballet now but today I feel broken...my back hurts,my neck hurts,my knees hurt,my hip hurts, my legs are sore........yeah so I figured today would be a good day to rest! :)

On to more exciting things!! My get together friend thing is tomorrow!! And let me guarantee that we are going to have lots of fun cuz we always do when we're together!! Haha consider today: Matt ran off with my sandals thus forcing me to chase after him to his class--which meant I had to walk on the icky school ground barefoot (eewww) It was very gross and vexing but it was also extremely hilarious seeing everyone look at me weird with no shoes on..hahaha sorry you wont be able to come Matt ;) or if that's not proof enough consider the daily task of making fun of the way Chris sits at lunch.. we're not mean about it but its funny! Or the fact that Maddy and I always say Bloody Gorgeous or just look at the very random conversations I have with Alex...... Paul laughing at my dancing, Edo always looking like the water polo jock she is or Emma always thinking of interesting things to talk about...Yeah put all of us together and I suggest you barricade yourself somewhere safe ;D. I can't wait!!!!

Oh by the way I just want to say thanks to Alex for helping me not be a loser at the summer musical and introducing me to people at the winter musical. I'm sure your friends are just as cool as you say and I'm very excited to get a sneak preview and meet them!! :)

oh well this signals the end of another unnoticed post that allows you to read of things that happen in my world!

Danica--- Cleaning now for Tomorrow!!

Disco Heaven........

2009-03-13T17:59:00.000-07:00

I would love to be in some sort of twisted disco place right now......but its FRIDAY so thats good enough for moi!! Que'est-ce que tu fait? Je suis...idk I'm just having a little party in anticipation for the get together I'm having with my friends on Friday!! I'm so jazzed they should put me on Broadway.....Wow that was lame 0.o well I'm no comedian..Anyway I really have nothing to say okay this is priceless signing off now

Danica--OHMYGOSH!!!I ACTUALLY GET TO SEE SOMETHING!!! *hyperventilates*

Dancing With Me, Myself, and I'm Imagining You XP

2009-03-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLES!!!

Currently listening to Dancing With Myself... I heart this song!! Okay so today was pretty good yesterday was Em's Birthday!! So that was fun... I recently got accepted into Jr. Company "ForReals" so on Monday I go to ballet from 4:00-5:00 and jazz from 5:00-6:00 (We are doing this really awesome Indian influence dance) And on Thursdays (today) I have ballet from4:45-6:15 and character from 6:30-7:00.. we did a lot of fun turns in that class. So I got home and cekeater you were on chat and then after I take a ten min shower and shove food into my stomach because I was like SUPER hungry I come back because I needed to ask you when the summer musical starts..you disappear you're probably eating dinner BUT I NEED TO KNOW THE TIME!!!!! (-.-") Darn you!! And why do I need to know so badly? Because I got my summer intensive/Dance camp times from my teachers and it goes from 2:00-5:30. I'm so excited for summer its gonna be so much fun!!!!! Btw my summer dance classes include BEGINNING POINTE!! that's what I'm talking about! as well as... musical theatre,jazz,hip-hop,ballet,character and tap! how much fun is that?! So much I know!!>.<

Moving on from my already started Dance Career (lol) Today was a good day until the end of school. Bio was some kind of sick joke... with Hoffman yelling at us to finish our plasmid-DNA rings. Which wasn't hard my group finished that within reasonable time but then my group needed help with EVERY problem on the worksheet..and we couldn't turn in the ring without all three of our groups papers... We ended up staying five min. after which consisted of me basically teaching my group *sighs* And Mz. Hoffman was so stressed and the feel of the room was stressed. So guess what? I came home stressed and in a crappy mood... I finish my homework after getting in a tiff with my mom and I put my stuff in my room......I should have a sign :Warning..Its a Jungle Out There... Its really bad which of course pissed me off I like my space to be practically spotless.. and this nail polish I'm wearing chips easily so it looks really bad! My available message on chat said..SUPERHERO NEEDED NOW!!!!! I needed someone to break the tension.... thanks cekeater it IS a good thing you're a superhero lol >.<>You wont sign back on because American Idol is on!! You ARE married to that show hahaha you cant argue cuz this is MY blog!!! You are in LOVE with that show and you think its soooo awesome you're OBSESSED with it!! hahahaha okay enough of that...I would be watching it right now if my brother wasn't watching.........wait for it..........Spongebob Squarepants *sighs* (-.-"") I dont like that show.....

Well I'm signing out now................

Flow With It

Danica-- YES!!! I WOULD LOVE TO!!

New Username!!!

2009-02-19T20:20:00.000-08:00

Yay!!!! So I now have my new "blog identity" and its Danica as you can see from my profile section I also changed my profile picture...you like? I know it looks great! ><>

So ya just thought I'd share my blog news...!!

Danica----Duncan Sheik Daylight on Repeat >.< (thank you A!)

How I Envy The Wind Sometimes....

2009-02-19T19:51:00.001-08:00

Okay so a song just popped into my head and I really needed to let it out---Totally random I know I don't post songs on here and no this isn't directed to any one person its just a random song....lol just had to clear that up >.<>

Cuz Sometimes I wish I would Forget you

But if I do then I'll erase the great memories I have

No we're over

No we're not through

We haven't even started but I want you

so bad....... so bad

Its the strangest thing you do to me

The way you smile, the way you look

They way you laugh at my books

And I wanna hold your hand..

Just because I do

But its not love no its not that

The way I dance makes you laugh

Its that bubbly feeling deep inside

The one that makes you blush and hide

But its not love no its not that

The way I dance makes you laugh

Its that bubbly feeling deep inside

The one that makes you glow outside

I couldn't imagine a world without your face

And I wouldn't wanna go to fast paced

So I'll just sit and talk for hours

And pretend that I don't feel anything for you

but I do

But I do

But its not love no its not that

The way I dance makes you laugh

Its that bubbly feeling deep inside

The one that makes blush and hide

But its not love no its not that

The way I dance makes you laugh

Its that bubbly feeling deep inside

The one that makes you blush and hide

So I'll just sit and talk for hours

And pretend that I don't feel anything for you

But I do

Yes I do....

Bored as hell....................... But hells not boring but really I'm bored as a........thousand of..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Danica----*********************

Today's Ponders..

2009-02-04T18:51:00.000-08:00

So I had to walk home today...like I do every Wednesday except I forgot my ipod which I normally bring to keep the city noise at bay and to give my brain something to listen to. Anyway I forgot it and I was going to read as I walked but then I decided not to and to ponder humanity and what makes us unique the most. Reading that right now makes me feel so smart :P! So I started walking and thinking and I decided that what makes us different than anything else is our great capacity to love.. Now I'm not saying animals don't have feelings of love and protection but the capacity humans can love and appreciate the world is so much.. I mean when you really truly love someone or something it swallows you and its part of what you are and what you do it fills your space and person and soul. That's why when you truly love someone or something you always have a little bit of love left over there whether you know it or not because to love someone that much and then to suddenly stop....it can't happen. That's why its hard to let go of things and I ideas You love them. That's another thing our variety of love the way we can love ice-cream as much as anyone can love a food and then love a person as much as humanly possible those are the highest forms of love we can have for these things but the love for a human is much more that your all time favorite food....

But then there is the opposite our feeling of hate. Its so horrid that it tears us apart it can honestly kill you. Its the demise of humanity and the pitfall of our existence. But without it we wouldn't be complete we need to be able to learn to balance that's why we have a conscience. To let us know when things get to far..

So yeah that basically took my whole walk. :) Hope its starts your own wondering...

Crazy Daisy- Wandering and Pondering

In Anticipation for Monday..

2009-02-01T20:40:00.000-08:00

I don't really feel like going to school tomorrow.. but when do I ever? Once I'm there everythings cool though. Mostly cuz of my secret agent friends :) Oh my gosh. Okay so I like LOVE this vide game Tomb Raider and I FINALLY got past this level that I've been dying to get past. Especially Since A- . Gosh you were being so rude! lol and I'm actually glad you beat the game that way I don't have to hear "Wow you suck at this game" "You're almost as bad in this as you are in Lara Croft!" I understand that I'm not the best gamer A-!! But neither are you!

ANYWAY-moving on..

Yeah my bike is like making this awfully annoying loud squeakng noise when I ride it and I was supposed to get it fixed this weekend but I didn't get around to it and I have to ride it to school and to ballet. And I hate this sound. But alas we all must face things we don't like some of the time. Anyways I'm gonna log off. Bedtime!!!

Sleep Well Duckies!!!

Crazy Daisy- (-_-Zz)

Blah Blah Blah T-shirts and Jeans

2009-01-30T16:05:00.000-08:00

OMG guys I love that song by Lady Gaga Just Dance (I'm listening to it now)

Its one of my favorites!! Sorry about the angry post this morning I was like physco...When I was holding my bowl in the kitchen I wanted to smash it on the ground but those little white bowls are the only ones I use since they are the perfect size so that stopped me lol. Yeah so with my day off my mom took me shopping. She like made me. I love getting new clothes but everything is sooo expensive. Its crazy but I got some really cute shirts that I love! I feel like all I wear are t-shirts and jeans don't get me wrong I love t-shirts and jeans but when I wear them everyday it makes me feel like I'm wearing the same thing everyday and my t-shirts aren't that colorful so I feel plain and my tank tops are nice and colorful but then it gets too cold. So yeah I got some new stuff which means I'll be getting rid of some shirts I have so yeah that was fun. We were going to go see The Uninvited but I didn't want to get stuck in that one theater with all the stupid people who don't shut up and since it came out today I figured it would be crowded. So yeah that's how my days been going so far. I have a math assignment I could do but I made a rule that I don't do homework on Friday thus allowing at least one day of free time for my to spend my time how I wish.. So yeah. Its really nice to be back here writing about my craziness and my day. Sorry Natasha I never meant for you to think I would abandon this blog! When people think you're leaving that's when you know its been to long lol >.<

Well peace out for now kitties!

Crazy Daisy- The One and Only!!

I Hate Tree Trimmers!!!!!!

2009-01-30T10:03:00.000-08:00

Okay so I have the day off today since its been finals week and I have been extremely tired with ballet and these ridiculously stressful tests and I was just looking forward to sleeping in and getting some rest beck. But no. At about 8:30 this morning they started. The constant humming and blowing of leaves. Turns out right next door the neighbors are getting their trees trimmed while I am all for that how bout you pick a decent hour to start sawing up branches huh? So I don't know who set the time schedule but since its the tree trimmers doing it, its the tree trimmers I'm mad at. Yesterday I came home and they were at it so lets just say sleep is far far away.. So then I wake up to go and get a bowl of life ( I heart Life) only to find that my brothers ate it all... I'm all for growing boys but you should see the ridiculously huge bowls of cereal they eat that magically hold more when its the good kind of cereal... Sometimes I'm lucky if I get three bowls of one kind of cereal. So since I didn't want to eat any other cereal I'm eating a Brown Sugar Cinnamon Quaker Oatmeal To Go....
Try Them Warm!!
-Open one end of the wrapper to vent
-Turn microwave on HIGH for approximately 10 seconds
-Remove From microwave carefully as bar may be hot.

Crazy Daisy- ...................

Okay Now Just Chill.....

2009-01-27T15:38:00.000-08:00

So the last time I checked in it was New Years...so not that much has happened. Just like last year I am trying out for that preforming arts school. Thats nerveracking and exciting all in one. Ummm I am just hanging out right now. Finals are this week and I took my french and math exam today. So everyday we take two tests and then get our at 12:30!!! So that totally rocks. My friends are awesome by the way they are just the coolest people in the world!! We just have such a good time we're always laughing and messing with each other. Chats on Aim are always funny :) they make me smile and make school and my life just that much better. I love you guys! Yeah so pretty much just studying dancing and talking with my friends. Hope all is well in your world!
Crazy Daisy-Drinking From The Cup Of Whimsical Thoughts
-Changed my icon as you can see I wanted to change my screen name but I couldn't think of something fun/crazy/intense/whimsical/elegant/pretty got any ideas?!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-01T01:49:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!! Guys it is finally 2009!!! Yay! I'm at G-'s house right now..her dad had a new years party we went to see the floats for a local parade. It was fun...G-s taking a 30 min nap. E- is playing the stacking game on G-'s Iphone... We are getting ready to partay!!! LOLZ well we are just preparing for a night of memories, we are going to be watching Gossip Girl (Yes that show is taking over the world :D) talking, writing resolutions.. So fun New Year stuff. G-'s brother is playing playstation so hes not being rude like he usually is. I called some of my friends but they didn't answer... If you are reading this I hope all is well.
Merry Belated Christmas I hope everyone enjoyed the holiday season. I certainly did. I cant wait to get back into my rythm of things. Since I have been out of school and on break. So yeah. ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! (2009!!) ROCK OUT HARD>>>>PARTY HARDER!!

Catch ya Later Party Peoples!
Crazy Daisy~ $<:) <--- new years smiley >.<

CHRISTMAS EVE EVE!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-23T18:30:00.000-08:00

Yay so its christmas eve eve!! Its the eve of christmas eve!!!! My little dog is shaggy!! lol! just a random thought. Oh I've been running errands all day.. grrr but now the christmas tree is decorated and light Im on the internet and listening to christmas carols what could make this better??? Hmmmm oh I know a fire and my cold to go away!! That would be nice! lol.. Im happy. Wanna know why?!!! Its almost christmas!!! And my real reason is that I got to work on my charcoal drawings I have missed art so much!!!I love charcoal and I did a really good one the others were mediocore. If I do say so mself... Nobody is online to chat with and noone wants to answer their phone or call me back. No one likes me!!!!! D: D: D: D: D: WWWAAAHHH!!! Okay *sniffle* Im alright now. I still have to make christmas cards lol!!! oh well I dont feel like it.... I miss my friends. Since nobody wants to talk to me.. Im lonely.. But any of you kind readers are welcome to leave me a comment and change that!! *wink wink* okay Im gonna go now... Natasha fix your blog!!!! and profile!!!!!
See ya later snowflakes >.<
Crazy Daisy~
I wish you would call or leave a comment but no... (-__-''') i miss u

hey guys!!

2008-12-16T17:12:00.001-08:00

Whats up peoples!!
I have been like uber busy since school really got started after my last post. :P I have been enjoying myself at school and talking to my friends on the telephone well those who answer and call back anyway. its all good! Speaking of the telephone..Mine got stolen!! As well as my ipod! *sighs* I am soooo pissed off! I mean I can talk on the house phone and listen to my music on the computer but the fact that someone actually went through my backpack and stole something that I really like gets under my skin... it happened during gym... Well thing have been going good! Christmas is right around the corner. I get off this Friday which is a minimal day Yay!!! Can't wait I am so past this week already...Okay peoples well I'm off! I will be back I just have an itch to write :D
Catch ya later snowflakes >.<
Crazy Daisy~

P.S. Sorry Lsu I didnt see your comment until now...Check ur email! its easier to talk that way!

AHH..... Its Good to be Back and Typing Again

2008-10-23T18:32:00.000-07:00

Hey Everybody!!!

Its so good to be up and typing again. Not really that much going on. I got put in a 12th grade advisory soooo not my place lol. Um I finished Math and started French homework there though. Its not quiet but nobody bugs you. I need to try and get switched back to my rightful position. I have to do Biology,Finish French,Take extra credit notes, Set up my English essay, and Review whatever else I need to do. I just came back from my Junior Company Ballet class. That went very well. So I am happy. I am REALLY hungry and my mom just started dinner...AHHHHH I am sooo hungry!!!!!Yeah well whatever. Talk to you later peoples!!

Crazy Daisy- the Hungry!!! D; need food

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!! YAY!!

2008-10-22T19:50:00.000-07:00

Just when you thought I was leaving again I get tagged!! All thanks to Caronome down at her Score Desk Blog...

1. Link to your tagger and list these rules on your blog.Caronome was my tagger...Her link is ------> that way and down.

2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog - some random, some weird.

3. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blog.all their links are over there------> An American in Paris, Pinky's Page, and Story of my Life!!

4. If you don't have 7 blog friends, or if someone else already took dibs, then tag some unsuspecting strangers.

Okay so here I go here are my facts:

1. I really really want a kitty cat!!!! AND the Perfect Pointe book!!!

2.Um I think I said that I want to be a dancer but I have only taken classes for a year and I have only been to one ballet and one audition for a arts school. I call it the 1-1-1. I am a person who tries really hard and is extremely hopeful and you can see from what I said above.

3.I have anther blog called The Life of a WannaBe Dancer!! Link is http://iwantitmorethananything.blogspot.com/ not that I think anyone really cares aboutmy wants but its there all the same!!

4.I am planning to get a second peircing be reassured its going to be in my ear...if my father approves.

5. I am not going to my schools homecoming dance because my friends dad won't let her go and instead of going and knowing that everyone is there but I am having a sleepover with her.

6. I got an A- in Geometry this semester. My fist A real math.(Since I have started middle school I have gotten a B or C.)

7.I hate getting new ballet shoes!!

I tag: Natasha, Pinky, and Serena. I am a loner in the blogger world :P lol

There are my facts. Not very interesting I know. Well I am going to go away know!!! <3>

Crazy Daisy- Here again and leaving again!!

This Blog needs a better owner!!!

2008-10-22T19:38:00.000-07:00

I am so sorry blog!! Starting school has been very difficult in the sense that I am consist with school work and dancing. My friend Chuck is pissing me off!!!! He thinks that I like him when I don't !!! I really don't have a lot to say. Today I say my Uncle Jimmy and Aunt Danilee they moved out to Texas five years ago and the last time I saw them was three years ago for their wedding!! It was really nice to see them and be able to talk for an afternoon. I didn't have school today. Staff Development!! I got my halloween costume today. I going to be a gypsy!!! So that was fun. Well I guess thats it. I will talk to you later people!!!

Crazy Daisy- Everyone Loves Me!! not really lol

WOW!!!

2008-09-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

I have officially neglected this poor poor blog.....Sorry.School is alot of fun and even though I anticipated it it was still a little surprising to get homework on the first and second day. I am now starting my third day of high school and I am excited. The reason I am writing so late in the morning is because we have a late day every morning....I went to a football game on Friday night and that was fun. My friend Chuck is on the water polo team and the older guys wore togas to the football game so that was really funny. I am really enjoying it and I love ALL my teachers and classes. Guess What? I get to take dance instead of P.E. which means I get to dance EVERY DAY!!! So I am really jazzed about that. My friends and I even have a great lunch spot. theres this little wall underneath a tree and we eat there.I don't know why nobody thought of it before because it wasn't taken....Its so convenient it eve has a trashcan four feet away! I know its a dream..LOL whatever. ANYWAY I have to go and make sure everything is packed so I will see you later dolls!!

Crazy Daisy :D-school

School Time!!

2008-08-28T14:55:00.000-07:00

School comes closer and closer...I start on Sept. 4.. I am going to orientation today and tomorrow I go to registration.VERY exciting!! I look forward to it! :) See you soon!!

Crazy Daisy-Soaking Up Summer

Fading... Fading....Fading....

2008-08-19T15:47:00.000-07:00

As you may notice I haven't been posting as much. I have been enjoying the fading summer. No school.No work.No Dancing(at the current moment) Just me doing whatever I please.What a luxury. I just got signed up to go to the "big" high-school. I have an appointment with a counselor tomorrow and I have registration on a friday sometime.I should check that:P.So yeah. I am kinda excited but this school is WAAAAY bigger than the last school I went to. Its kinda intimidating. But I'll get used to it I guess. So yeah.Not much else to say. Post more later!!

Crazy Daisy-*relaxing silence*

I have now gained another Title......Brace Face!!

2008-08-13T08:38:00.000-07:00

Yes!! I have always wanted to be able to call myself Brace Face!!Not really but whatever lol. So yeah I have braces. Its so much fun!! Not really lol (you are going to hear me say that a lot :P) My rubber bands are the only color pink I really like: hott pink. It looks very me. I also have these matching hott pink fingerless gloves tat I started wearing. They are kinda fun and they are really comfortable to wear.My summer has been very exciting. Not really lol. Um I am starting to take classes at another ballet company I start on Sept.2. If everything works out the way I want it to I will still be able to take my weekly class at the studio I "used" to go to. Its not really a company its more like practice classes so yeah. If everything goes as planned I will be able to take 3 classes a week!! So I am soooo jazzed about that! AAAAnnnnnnndddddddddd On Thursday I am getting a barre and hopefully a mirror and some floor to help me turn my garage into a little studio!!! VERY VERY Excited about that!! I am so grateful that my parents are wiling to spend the money and time to help me be able to hopefully become a professional dancer. I couldn't do anything like this without them! So I will see you little kitties Later!!!

Crazy Daisy- Very Jazzed!!!

I'm Done!!

2008-08-03T12:28:00.000-07:00

I have now successfully finished Breaking Dawn as of 10 minutes ago!! I wont say anything specifically about it except WOW!! Stephanie Meyer has outdone herself on this one. It is so fantastic!! The release party was so much fun and I found 50 other books throughout the bookstore that I want to buy :) ...figures. And At my bookstore they have Book Nerd T-shirts I want one!!! OH and my favorite part about the party was that I won a raffle!! I never win anything and when I think about it I have never won a raffle. I won a Twilight movie Poster! It was the last one too! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! I could go on and on about how great this book is but I don't think you want to read for an hour just to get through with this post but I will say its magical. So I will see you kids later!!<3

CrazyDaisy-*ThoughtWave*BreakingDawnBreakingDawnBreakingDawnBreakingDawn...

Its Coming!!!

2008-08-01T13:41:00.000-07:00

Yes my friends tonight will be the night when we hang with vampires!! Breaking Dawn is Almost here!! I am going to my all time favorite bookstore to celebrate Edward and Bella's engagement at their engagement party with my cousin Katie! We both cannot and plan to read all night.To my fellow fellow twilighters.... enjoy.

See you at the wedding!!

Crazy Daisy-anxious

Sickness and Earthquakes

2008-07-29T19:26:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys!

Oh wow an eventful pair of days yesterday and today have been. Yesterday I got sick in the evening. I got to throw up my guts twice in the night.It was very pleasant. I spent my night half awake and feeling either too hot and sweating or too cold and shaking. But that's over now(thank god) I only have a headache and I was actually able to eat a small meal without my stomach acting weird. So I feel much better. Now if you are near the Los Angeles area which I am you should have felt the 5.4 earthquake today because I know I did! My whole house was shaking. My mom and brothers were out for dentist appointments so it was just me and my dog. Jasper didn't like it very much when I grabbed him and ran under my desk.Nothing fell and nobody was hurt it was kind of surreal.I mean you don't realize exactly whats going on or what you are doing until its over and by then its lost the freakiness and is kind of cool. But that is just me :P Well I will talk to you people later.Until then..-i don't know do something I guess.

Crazy Daisy-listening to Indian music

ITS DONE!!(random title ...i know)

2008-07-25T10:49:00.000-07:00

Okay now everything is finally sorted out and I am able to get on the computer again. There really isn't not much to say I went to dance class yesterday and I had so much fun!Oh yeah I never said it here but......I CUT MY HAIR!!!!! It was like half way down my back and it is now to my chin.I cut off 15 inches and I am donating it to Locks of Love.It is a little layered and a little choppy and short. I really love it. I mean my long hair was pretty and long but I never wore it down because it like hid my face It was like a cloak a not very attractive cloak. But now that its short you can actually see my face structure! I do miss my long hair a little but my hair grows pretty fast so it will be longer soon.I also made a new blog about me and my dancing and my dancing whatever so yeah. You don't have to check it out it really isn't that good and I just kinda make a fool out of myself with my obvious lack of experience and experiences so yeah. Its called The Life of a WannaBe Dancer so that would be me. Look at that I said there wasn't much to say yet I still scrounged up a halfway decent blog post(!) Yay!! <3>
Crazy Daisy -Hmmmm ...

Sorry....

2008-07-24T15:21:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys I havent been able to write in a while my internet is going haywire and I need to go. Sorry about the whole no info thing but I kinda have nothing to say and I kinda have to go so I will see you guys later when my internet is working.Sorry!
<3 ya
CrazyDaisy
(just felt like posting in different colors)

Your Friends,My Friends,We're all Friends

2008-07-12T14:05:00.000-07:00

So your friends were at fault and you haven't had your phone for about three weeks.I don't know if its true but I am still going to give you the benefit of the doubt and believe it. It will help not have problems next year. Are we still cool as friends? Yeah we are. But I will say I don't really like your friends.My friends aren't that big of fans with you or your friends but in the end we are all friends. So that wraps things up in the boy mistake part two. I learned another lesson and I will tr y again.At least we are still friends right?I guess. See I will just keep trying until I find my Edward Cullen and my very sweet friend on polyvore said this "P.S. You'll get your "Edward Cullen"in the end....:D And that boy only has a heart big enough for his Bella....(that's you ;D)"

And that whole comment made my day ladies and gentlemen!! Thank you Lex!! I love you. I am trying again and finding my Edward Cullen!! Peace out!

Crazy Daisy-Optimistic

Why?Why ??Why ???Why????

2008-07-10T11:11:00.000-07:00

Why is it that I still feel this way?? I told myself over and over that it doesn't affect me but yet it still does. Why is it that I call you again and again to apologize or something and every time everyday you don't call back I hurt more and more. The crack my heart broke from before are cracking again and they almost hurt worse because this is now the second time I have had bad luck. The second time someone has decided not to want me. But this situation is different you said you wanted me before but now you turn your back and ignore me. I need distraction everyday otherwise I think too much and just go in a vicious circle. Around and around..Why me?? Whats wrong with me??? What did I do? I don't know but nothing matters to you anymore so why should I? Maybe its better to say I don't matter to you anymore....So why do I still bother?

Crazy Daisy-hurt :*(

2008-07-07T11:11:00.000-07:00

Why?

Im back!!!.....

2008-06-28T18:50:00.000-07:00

8 Things I'm Passionate About

1) Dancing /Art/Acting/Singing aka "The Arts"

2) Summer and all that it entails

3) Books as in Twilight and such

4) Ron Pope(at the current moment...it changes)

5) James Bond/Tomb Raider

6) Cell Phone/Ipod/Computer

7) Blogging/Chatting with Friends

8) Clothes

8 Things I Say Too Often

1) Like

2) Oh My God..

3) Tight(which I really need to stop saying cuz I'm bored w/it)

4) But you don't understand!

5) I know I'm Crazy but...(whatever else I feel like saying.......-which brings me to my next word)

6) Whatever

7)(Unfortunately I say) You are not fat (to my besties whom I love but think that they are fat well they kinda think it..)

8) Damn it!

8 Things That I've Read Recently

1) Twilight Series

2) House of Night Series

3)Frogs and French Kisses

4) Blogs

5) E-mails

6) Chat Lines

7)Year-Book Comments

8) History Text Book(even though its summer...yes I am a nerd and I know I'm crazy)

8 Songs I Could Listen To Over and Over Again

1) Drop in the Ocean-Ron Pope

2)Hey There Delilah-Plain White T's

3) Sea of Love-Cat Power

4) Over my Head(Cable Car)-The Fray

5) Boston-Augustana

6) You're Beautiful-James Blunt

7) Another Rainy Day-Corrine Bailey Rae

8) Songs my friend Alex writes(he is an amazing song writer and his songs are REALLY good)

8 Things I've Learned Last Year/This year

1) Being away from Friends is hard.

2) Boys can kill you.

3) Music has healing powers

4) Cherishing life helps make things easier

5) You cant run from responsibility or you can but its not that easy.

6) I like thinking.

7) Trusting someone is hard.

8) I Love Chai Tea Lattes from Starbucks...

8 People I Tag

1) C.-Just a Random Blog

2) CaroNome-Score Desk

3) Pinky-Pinky's Page

4) Serena-An American In Paris

5) Anybody That Reads This!!

6)

7)

8)

Yes I am a cheater I know with all my slashes and adding of extra things.I can't help it...My friends spent the night last night and we all brought clothes that we didn't want and traded. It was really fun and I got some cute clothes. I just wanted to say that I got some overalls and they really aren't ugly. They are made nicely without embroidery and with some Converse and my new hat they look cute!well gotta run!

Crazy Daisy-Happy

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-18T14:10:00.000-07:00

Woot Woot!!!
I just "graduated" the eighth grade! Because I am going to the same school next year we cant really graduate..but still. Because of this fact E,S,and I had our own graduation in the office lounge.We wrote out diploma type things signed them as witnesses.We then stood in a triangle and sang Pomp and Circumstance.Then E pretended to be the principal for me,S did it for E,and I did it for S. It was hilarious!! So look out high-school? No look out old school cuz I am new and improved.Next year I am getting in to that Preforming Arts school and I am kicking everybody's butt!!Yeah. Okay enough chit chat I have a party to go to!!!!!!!*rrrrrriiiiinnnnnggggg* SCHOOL"S OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Crazy Daisy-pumped

Jasper!!

2008-06-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

Okay so I got a new doggy!! He is a Chihuahua Pomeranian mix.. He is adorable and very well behaved. We got him of Craig's List. He came with another name. But I having just finished Eclipse from the Twilight series for like the third time decided to name him Jasper. Why? Well because of (for those who don’t know) Jasper is a vampire who has the power to control emotions. He uses his power to make you feel good,calm,etc. And when you look at doggy Jasper you cant help but feel good!! He even has the blonde hair as you can see. (For those in the know) It was funny because he came from Edward's Air Force Base!! LOL. Yes say hello to everybody Jasper!! He is such a cutie!!

Crazy Daisy-Feeling Good..Wonder Why?..lol

Changes in and out of life...

2008-06-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

So changes happen..We all know it. I have had some changes in my life. I said goodbye to something that never started. To a way I acted in front of someone.Goodbye to that feeling.It was time for it to go..It never really started.

Saying Goodbye

I am listening but I cant explain how I'm feeling
This has reached its peak I cant compete with the emptiness
This is goodbye
To something else
Something I never needed
At least not yet

I 'm saying goodbye to love
A feeling different from the one your thinking
To something that never started and I don't think it will ever..
I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..

Its a temporary thing
I don't need right now
Its not where I'm looking

I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..

I gave you my heart
But I think you gave it back
It was sitting on the doorstep
I was waiting for you to take it back
But I'm taking back whats mine
You had your chance but it didn't turn into romance..

I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..

I plan to throw my soul into the friendship we still have
It didn't work out
But that's okay

I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..

Goodbye my friend love
Ill see you sometime
Ill you bloom and blossom into the beautiful thing I'm lookin for

Goodbye ill see you again
in the person I'm waiting for..

I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..
I'm saying goodbye to love it never had a chance to grow
I'm saying goodbye to love its time for me to let it go..

Let it go..
Let it go........

All rights reserved on this song!! Dont take it! Unless you get permission from me the author.
Please and thank you!

Crazy Daisy-optomistic

I wish...

2008-06-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

I wish I could tell you how I feel but I cant express it in words
I wish I could tell you how much I care but I have doubts about what you would think
I wish that you could be real with me like you do my friends
I wish you could be MORE real with me than you are with my friends
I wish you would give me some time
I wish you wouldnt walk away when things get akward
I wish that you would fully understand
I wish for another endearing letter
I wish that I had the guts to do everything Im asking of you
I know that it is not exactly fair but I make an effort and if you did it I would too
I wish that you would stay
I wish I was invited into your heart
I will call
but I wish you would answer and make things easier

Crazy Daisy- Wishful thinking

Mixed Feelings and Signals

2008-06-02T20:17:00.000-07:00

So things were pretty good for a while. They still are I guess but it has gotten a little more akward. You are never in class anymore and if you are it is spent far away from me. The total opposite of what you would expect. On the flip side I am never really around you. I dont know how to act. Part of that is because I have no idea how you feel. You said that I was the perfect girl for you..When I told you my mum wont let me date nothing else was said. Was that out of respect or something or was that because something changed your feelings. If something changed because of that you are not worth it. But I dont think you are that shallow..I call you all the time.You only call me back never just to talk.Is that because you dont know how to act? Why?Whats going on? I would go and sit with you at lunch but someone is always there and I dont want to ditch my friends. Also that is akward considering that we aren't dating. I still want to spend time with you and stuff. I would plan something with our friends but I am not sure you would want to by the way you are acting. I dont want to watch you slip away. I dont want you to. I want you to stay with me. Sit by my side and watch the world go by......
Little Did She Know It

Sit with me she said to him
She took a while to realize
She took a while and still hasnt fully realized
How much he affects her

Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him

Look at the way she walks on by slow enough to glance or stare
Look at the way she walks on by trying to catch his eye
But he didnt notice and look away

Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him

She feels dissapointed and left behind
She feels dissapointed and starts to cry

Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him

Now he gets from his seat and starts to walk her way
He walks her way to sit with her
He walks her way
He walks her way
He walks her way
He walks her way
To sit with her

Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him
Little did she know but she gave her heart to him
Little did she know it but she gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him
She gave her heart to him
She handed him her heart

All rights reserved on this song!! Dont take it! Unless you get permission from me the author.
Please and thank you!

Crazy Daisy- Heart on my Sleeve

MARIIED!!

2008-06-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

My mum got married!!! I am soooo happy.It is very nice..

CRAZY-even for me!

2008-05-28T17:39:00.000-07:00

OMG this past like two(?) weeks have been a rush of school,homework,eat,sleep,breathe,get dressed,stay awake,oh yeah ballet..,brush your teeth,wake up-ness. It has been very tiring..I have hardly had anytime to pratice dance which really pisses me off. I like being able to stretch and do some simple excersices before I go to bed.This past time has been to demanding and I have been dead asleep right when I hit the pillow.Yes state testing is done but we now have to be prpared for a state of finals.Math and science in the class.But we ALSO have to do an ADDITIONAL math and english test for the district.That SUCKS...TREMENDOUSLY. I hate it! oh btw I preformed Grease all last week!! It was a ton of fun.I preformed it 4 times! I got to see my uncles again.They both came back from Iraq and it was really fun.We just messed around and made fun of each other all weekend.Can't get any better than that Right? So yeah lots happening.ON TOP OF THAT..MY MOMMY IS GETTING MARRIED ON SATURDAY!! Yay!!I love J he is really cool and tons of fun. so yeah. http://davidsbridal.com/search.jsp?search_category=&search_query=gold&x=0&y=0 this is her dress. It is the gold one with the rufflies.This is my dress right here http://www.target.com/b/ref=in_br_browse_box&node=1104830&frombrowse=1&rh=tgt%5F2%3AGreen Its the green halter top eyelet one in the bottom right hand corner.So yeah!Very busy.I am soo JAZZED cuz I have ballet class tomorrow.Yippie!! I found this really cool site check it out! It is polyvore.com
Register and go crazy!!
So yeah thats about it.LOL:P

Crazy Daisy-Love Ya!

HAPPY

2008-05-21T17:57:00.000-07:00

HEHE this site makes me happy..Angelina Ballerina: Dance Studio . I am now going to watch Barbie Swan Lake. I only have Swan Lake and the Nutcracker. Ballet my love ballet. Call me a loser but those movies make me happy.OMG I LOVE the movie Step Up.Pretty much any (cheezy or not) dancing movie you can bet I will love.

Crazy Daisy-Happy in my little Dancing world

OMG

2008-05-19T19:51:00.000-07:00

Well I did the tag thingy last night but then the internet went wack blah blah blah.ANYWAY I loved today it was a very hot/scary/busy/turned into happy amazing day though still hot. I sent my letter. To the person of my new found affections. Thank you for your letter back. I really needed it. I am glad that you feel the same way. I am kind of on a sort of cloud right now. Whats past is past I asked S about what you did. Yes you shouldnt have done it I get it. But I dont think that you would do it now. Besides you did it before I knew you. Im NOT going to stop liking you because you made a mistake. I also want you to know that you can trust me and talk to me when you need someone to talk to I wont judge. I also wont hurt you like your other friends. So I had a fabulous day today.Have a good day peoples.

Crazy Daisy -Presently Surprised

TAGGED BY NATASHA

2008-05-19T08:02:00.000-07:00

So just how did she know I would read her blog.IDK.Just how did she know That I needed a distraction?IDK. Cuz shes awesome freakin phsycic like that!!LOL

Rules:

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer. Even though it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!!!
4.Tag 3 people.
5.Bold the questions. And with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question.

What song will be played at your wedding?

All We Have by Brazilian Girls

Perfect it is a romantic song well kinda...

What song will be playing during your first kiss?
Wait had to skip Classical music cuz it has no name.Hope that doesn't count as cheating.LOL She Loves You by the Beatles.Well I hope I love my first kiss!!

What’s today’s soundtrack?
A Kiss to build a Dream on By Rod Stewart.
Well I do want some sort of response from you who I sent my letter to.Maybe a kiss but some sentences would be nice too...

What will your life be like after 20?
Had to skip Cirque De Soleil had no English title.Lets see.
Everytime We Say Goodbye by Rod Stewart
I will love someone and we will always be saying goodbye?I hope not cuz I hate being in that situation.

What does your computer feel towards you?
Enter the Circus by Christina Aguilera
UH Freaky. It want me to run away to some freaked out circus?? I thought it liked me more cuz it always works for me.Ill have to improve this relationship.

What song should you play when you’re alone in the dark?
So Long Jimmy by James Blunt
um I like this song...Good song but I don't get it. Something is over??

Song to dance to when no one’s watching?
Something by the Beatles
"Something in the way she moves attracts me like no other lover"
I think the lyrics speak for themselves. (I am a dancer)

Song playing when you brush your teeth?
Falling by Ben Kweller
Good song.Funny this album cover shows him brushing his teeth perfect.

The ultimate thing to do before you turn 50?
I'm Looking through You by the Beatles
Either I will be really different or I will see how everybody else is changing except me.

What goes on in your doctor’s head before he injects you?
A Day in The Life by the Beatles
Um don't get it maybe they want my life?

Scare song for siblings (just when they get too attached)?
Crazy She Calls Me by Rod Stewart
Haha funny its a slow song.Yes I am crazy when you get too close!!!

What will you say when he proposes?
Love You Inside Out by the BeeGees
Well I least I love him lots which means Ill say yes and well live happily ever after*sigh* Wonder who it will be

What do you hate most about your best friend?
Broken by Norah Jones
Are my friends broken??Does that mean I'm broken..Figures We all know something in my head is broken.

Bite-your-fortune-cookie-song?
I Can't get Started by Rod Stewart
um I can't get started ...idk

What will you work as when you grow up?
How it Should Be by Ben Kweller
Ill be a movie star of Ill be something that's important to me and everyone else will think its nothing I think the second one is it!!

Biggest fear?
Larger than Life by the Backstreet Boys
Um I'm afraid to be larger than life.but urm I want to be larger than life*sighs*

Who were you in your past life?
Turn Back Time by Aqua
I guess I'll have to turn back time to find out so since I have yet to discover how ,you guys come up with what you think.

Do you have a secret admirer?
The Battle by Lady Sovereign
OOH will there be a battle for me.Wow cant wait I'm flattered.

What are you thinking of when you look in the mirror?
The Way You Look Tonight by Rod Stewart
People will always remember how I look cos I'm sooo Beautiful...:P

Song during your first date?
Hoodie by Lady Sovereign
um my date will be over dressed or dressed ugly and Ill take him shopping and show him how to really dress?HAHAHAHAHA

How will you die?
I Feel Fine by the Beatles
Um I will feel fine when I die?but I have yet to know how..

Your stalker’s theme song?
The Word by the Beatles
"Say the word I'm thinking of..Have you heard the word is Love"
Creepy my stalker is in love with me,loves stalking me or both

What message do you send to kids?
Michelle by the Beatles
um explain? Kids will love me and say my Michelle and that they love me. Well I am good w/kids but...whatever

What is the first thing your crush will say to you?
I Gotta Get a Message to You by the BeeGees
that message is ?I love you so much yyyyeeeeaaaahhh that's it......

What will you say to Johnny Depp?
Feel Good by the Gorillaz
Well I will defiantly feel good if I'm talking to him :P

What are you feeling? Mood-o-meter?
Tale Spin by Whoever created the theme song to the show?
um my head is spinning with thoughts about tomorrow..

What do you think of the person who tagged you?
Cherry,Cherry by Neil Diamond
um I don't know but its an upbeat feel good song.So Natasha is like super awesome and the best blogging buddy and I love her!!KISSES TO NATASHA

What does your crush think about you?
No Bravery by James Blunt
He thinks I'm not brave but but I am!!I AM!!!!!!!Maybe not..hmm...

Song playing when you’re out shopping with your friends?
Little Room by Norah Jones
hehe um well we wont be doing the stuff in this song but we will be together and its a good song.

What goes through your head when the plane you’re on is gonna crash?
James Bond Theme Song by whoever plays it?
I will escape and be super awesome spyish like James Bond

Last one. Press forward one last time and insert song underneath.
Seasons Change by Corinne Bailey Rae

I tag:Nobody cuz I have no one to tag

BTW I have more awesome music but my player liked to choose ones by the same artist*sigh*

Crazy Daisy-Happily Distracted

SIGH What the heck am I doing? OH MY GOD...

2008-05-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

Once again this is for he who probably wont read this........... I gave that letter to M to give to you.... M wouldn't give it back to me because she said I needed to get my feelings out and that now she was my big sister. I freaked and pleaded to no avail. I know you got it she gave it to you after school. I being the wimp I am purposefully made so that you would get it after school on a Friday and I would be in Grease Rehearsal til 5:30 and then I wouldn't have to see you for two days. Slightly bad idea because all weekend it was in the back of my mind. What will you think?Oh I know you read it? What will you say tomorrow? How will you react? How will I react? Oh my god what have I done?? Please don't be mean I don't think I could stand it. I know you won't though because that's not how you are. I almost wish that I never wrote it but its good to get out. It started with writing a fake letter that I was never going to send. It turned into a better written letter that got put in an envelope and given to you. I am freaking out and don't really want to go to school tomorrow. All Friday when ever I saw you I always felt the presence of that letter in my backpack. It was hard. A bajillion thoughts went through my head. I think I may have ruined my life....FOREVER if you don't respond tomorrow at school...................

Crazy Daisy- Anxious/Nervous/What the heck am I doing???

CONFUSED

2008-05-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

This is not for the other people who read this blog this is for you who probably wont read it.......Confused,Lost,in a Haze of commotion colors people thoughts. You asked me I said no. Did I mean it or was it just an immediate reaction? I thought I meant it but reflecting I am torn. Do I? I cant. But do I me Crazy Daisy mean it? I have no idea. With friends and such I am swept up but not enough to notice your reaction is it a reaction or is it me? The not saying hi so much, the not talking so much,the not showing me what you were drawing when you have been showing me all of your drawings so far, the not giving me a hug? I don't want things to change. And Every time I notice a most subtle change I hurt I feel bad. You probably wont read this but you commented before. I ask myself every time I hurt..Did I mean yes instead of no? I feel bad I never meant to hurt you in even the slightest way but I have been through the same thing you have although ten times worse. I think I might but is it to late you tell me....But you wont read this...you wont email...your email is retarded and you don't have the password and you are too lazy to make another one. I wish you would tell me because I am starting to believe that you are perfect for me?I have no idea but you might be.

Crazy Daisy-Mixed Emotions

NEW POST

2008-05-13T20:22:00.000-07:00

Nothing new or exciting going on just testing this week..I'm done :D LA LALALA LILALALALLALALDUMDIDUMLLALALALALAL..................BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLABH *INCORHERENT BABBLE* DSKAHTITKJDGFODHOGAHVSDJGOIDGHOADHGLDKGJOKDJGOIAHGAHSGDKJDHGHDSLIGHOIETOHTOIWETTHKOEOEWNKGNKIAHTG9OWehtoihwetogoig

Crazy Daisy-done

HMMM...

2008-05-07T17:30:00.000-07:00

hi
BAD BAD day at school. Not going to get into it just going to forget it(?) Getting better now that I'm home and relaxing in my just cleaned room. Its really hard for me to relax in a cluttered area. Um good thing? I REALLY LIKE Radiohead. It might even become a love then an obsesion. I listened to their whole album Stuck in Rainbows today. Well not much is going on. Hope your day was better. Oh and if you could give me some band names (not used) for the band I'm in we are still figuring out a name and we kinda need help. So whatever . Peace.
Crazy Daisy- blah

EVERYTHING WITHIN NOTHING

2008-05-05T18:07:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys
This weekend I was with my dad and he doesn't have Internet at the moment so I couldn't post.I was so shocked and saddened when we went to a store. There was a girl about 13-14 and pregnant. I was so shocked at first.Even when I was home her image circled my head along with millions of questions. Why? How hard must it be to go to middle school and have people stare? How many people have called her something nasty? How many times does she feel scared?Insecure? How many days has she gone by feeling ashamed? Is it really something to even be ashamed about? Does she feel ashamed? Does she ever think what am I going to do? How does her family react? How did the people in the store react? I just caught a glance I didn't get time to react. I don't think I could have acted any different. It would disgust me if I acted mean to her. Why do we look down upon girls like her? Why do we call them names? Why are we so horrible? I'm not saying everybody here acts like that but how many people do? That girl. Only a glimpse-nothing really. But everything was within that nothing. A story about Love.(was it God I hope so) A tragedy about tough times, discrimination. A heroine becoming stronger. Everything within Nothing. That night I prayed and I prayed hard to somebody anybody that that girl may have less hard times ahead of her. That her journey may be somewhat easier. That she would grow strong. That somebody would reach out to her and give her a smile. Help her with her homework-whatever she needed. I thought about her all night. I thought about how hard it must be. Even for other people. The homeless, the prostitutes, the gang-bangers, everyone. We look down upon them and walk right by. A smile can change someones day can keep someone from killing themselves from doing something they know they shouldn't. Why call these people horrible things and don't think a second thought about it. We should. We see someone struggling to push a stroller and carry groceries to their car. In everyday life we just walk by these people-walk AROUND them, ignore them and eventually forget about them. Why? I dare you to stop and help I ask you to stop and help. Even if its just a smile to a stranger walking by or jumping someones car. Do something nice send good thoughts and reach out. You would want someone to do the same if you were in that situation. Think about it then leave a comment I am interested in what YOU think.
Crazy Daisy- thoughtful

Updates...on everything well kinda

2008-04-29T16:30:00.001-07:00

Hi Guys
The fire is more thatn half contained.It has burned 700 acres. The smoke has cleared.Things are looking up and I have school tomorrow and Thursday but we get Friday off for pupil free day.Hehe I only have to go to school for two days.yes!! I ahem got my letter from the preforming arts school I auditioned for. Bummer but I had a plan and will see all my old friends from school last year at the local high school which will be tons of fun. So yeah. I am not giving up dancing because I love it too much. All I have to say to those judges is"I'll see you next year! And next time i'm getting in wether you like it or not. What did you say?Nothing? Thats what I thought!"So yeah LOL. Feeling really good right now and I am listening to Let Love In. Good song. Feeling content. Okay I have to say it Natasha you crack me up and you really helped make my day better after I opened that letter. I was laughing when I read your coment. I LOVE YOU (no not in that way but you know)LOL. :D
Crazy Daisy:) -energetic

Fire Update

2008-04-28T12:36:00.000-07:00

Okay I know that I mentioned a fire and I thought I would give you and update.

The fire is up in the mountains by a city but they are retreating up higher into the mountains. The area in which the fire is currently burning hasn't burned for around 40 years so there is tons of fuel for the fire.The fire is about one quarter contained and they estiate that it will take at least another five days until it is 100% contained. The smoke and ash is bad. The school I go to is definately not that close to the fire but my mom decided that we should stay ome because the ash is really bad and she thinks that my school will send the students home because of the horrible air conditions. Well as far I know nothing has been damaged except the small 500 some acres of wilderness!! I know I am just dying! Poor land. I think that a smalll shed got burned but noone has gotten hurt from the fire. One fireman sprained an ankle,another hurt his knee,and another suffered from heat exhaustion. So things are looking up? I just want this to stop. Hopefully someone didn't start it. I do agree with you Natasha that global warming is horrible and needs to stop but I doubt that global warming started it. LOL :0P Anyway to talk about it is good though. Just send good wishes this way and hope that those 1000 people evacuated are okay and hope that no houses get burned. x >.< x Fingers crossed!!

Crazy Daisy

DID YOU CRITICS READ MY COMMENT TO MY STORY?LOL!!!

2008-04-27T14:27:00.000-07:00

If you did it says its all good and it is. I realize that you are only trying to help. If you didnt read it then read it right now.Notice there are 3 comments. Well yeah. So I hope you are all doing very well. There is a brush fire going on close by and its horrible. I feel bad for the people where it is going on. The smoke and ash smells really bad. I can just hope that it stops soon and nobody's house is burned or damaged. On a good note I will post my story but later because I dont feel like typing it in right now. Yes I know a bit selfish but I dont feel like doing it. Sorry. check in later this week and it should be up.Have a fabulously fantastic day beautiful people!
Crazy Daisy : >

Today

2008-04-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys
Had a good day so far. Volunteered for the day of 1000 volunteers today.I pulled alot of weeds on my school campus.I had to leave early to make it to my ballet class. Myclass was okay except some people in my class said some things that didn't make me feel that great but that happens everywhere so I just brushed it.....kinda. So I got dirty and sweaty then went and got more dirty and sweaty and then I took a LLLLOOOONNNNGGGG shower. Now I feel just great. I even caught a James Bond movie on T.V. God Pierce Brosman is the hottest and one of the best James Bonds.By the way it was The World Is Not Enough. So yeah. Ahem I do have the next part of my story but I am a little scared to put it up because it is probably not exciting enough. I have had it for a while but I am scared to see what you critics thought of it especially those who commented last time.(LOL) So I don't think I will put it up today. Sorry give me some time to collect my courage. Have a good time and volunteer your time today to make this world a better place!

Crazy Daisy :P

Story..................

2008-04-22T19:17:00.000-07:00

I always loved Vinny and Fred's house. You were greeted by a brightish red of the Living room walls. The couch was black and had matching chairs. There was some exotic looking flowers in a white vase on the beech coffee table. We traveled through the orange dining room with the beech dining table and matching beech chairs with black cushions.There were some more flowers orchids,I think in an abstract vase on the table. We continued into the kitchen. The smell made my mouth water. Fred smiled at us, "I made burritos; Bean and cheese your favorite. The kitchen was painted a light yellow. The microwave and the oven were both stainless steel to match the fridge. The cupboards were beech. There was a tall kitchen table(also beech) with matching chairs. There were some daisies in a black vase on the table. Beech was Fred's favorite wood I liked it too.The counters were white tile.Pots and Pans were hanging. This was Vinny's mom's dream kitchen. She died when he was little. When they moved in they decided to dedicate it to her. I heard she loved to cook. That was pretty much the extent of what I knew about her. Vinny didn't talk about her much. Fred did occasionally but he never said much. We all went into the dining room and started setting it for diner. Vinny brought out the burritos and we started to eat. After we were done Fred said that he had,had a long day and was going to go relax in the living room and watch the news. I started taking the dishes to the sink and then I started washing them. Vinny pushed open the kitchen door. "You don't have to do that you know." "It's the least I can do to even begin to pay you guys back for all the dinners I have had here." I responded. Vinny was quiet as I finished,thinking I concluded. "I want to show you something I made",said Vinny. "Okay." I said slightly excited as I dried off my hands and followed him.

I hope you guys like it! I don't need to say it but I will PLEASE COMMENT I NEED TO HEAR WHAT YOU THINK! well I will check in later.

Crazy Daisy :)

Yes I am alive and no I did not Dissapear! :D Be Happy.....Be VERY Happy

2008-04-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

Yes I am back.I can just hear the sighs of relief from you guys. Want to know what I was doing for the most part one-no two words HOMEWORK and SCHOOL so technically three but whatever.So yes I have been a victim of this thing we call academics. It gets on my nerves sometimes with homework and school and Grease rehersal.Hmmm.Did I tell you that I am in Grease? I don't think so ...so let me tell you I'm in Grease! and I am.....drum roll please..the star of the show SANDY!!! Yeah that's cool trust me I know. So yeah. Well then I know y'all are all eager to read my story so Ill post it next. May your days be filled with happiness and excitement.And be more fun than mine :P
Crazy Daisy :0)

Story!!!

2008-04-11T11:28:00.000-07:00

I could never catch Vinny. He was always faster than me. Tired and gasping for breath from a combination of running and laughing, I started walking. Vinny ran right by me just for spite."Come on slowpoke!" I crossed my arms, made a pouty face ,"I don't wanna play anymore.........uh.. You're Mean!!!" I said in a whiny, little kid's voice."Okay ....... I'm sorry" said Vinny smiling. "Now stop being a grouchy face." "No! You wouldn't let me catch you! You are Mean!!" I kept my little kids voice. "Well I guess then I'll just have to make you stop." Said Vinny coming closer with his arms outstretched as if...as if to tickle me!" Oh no....." I said already starting to laugh. "I do not like being tickled" " Well you said you wouldn't stop being grouchy." "Okay ...Okay I'll stop being grouchy I promise!!" "Fine I'll show you some mercy... this time." Changing the subject before it went back to tickling me I said"Oh look at the sunset" "Let's watch it." Vinny and I sat in the middle of the field and watched the sun set." We should go before we get stuck in the dark", Vinny said as the sun sunk behind the trees. "Where do you want to go Angelina?" I knew he was asking whether I wanted to go to his house and have dinner with him and his dad or if I wanted to go to my house and have dinner with myself. I thought for about 2 seconds when Vinny interrupted me. "Come on my house is closer" Making my mind of for me so I wouldn't dwell on dinner alone...AGAIN. We started walking. He knew how much I hated going home to an empty house, or to a house filled with yelling and how lonely I felt being by myself all the time. Vinny's phone rang."Hello? Oh yeah dad. We are coming up on our block right now." Fred came up on the porch and we could see him waving. I waved back . Vinny hung up and we watched him disappear inside. We started up the stairs to the porch. Vinny reached for the screen door. "Vinny? I...uh.. just wanted to say thanks..." He turned and looked at me " No problem Ang." He opened the door and we walked inside.

Iknow another cliff hanger! Well you guys just have to deal.I am starting something new. If you guys comment ask a question about the story or the characters and I will answer it in my next post. Sorry I can't really say anything about the future but maybe Ill say a tiny bit. Help me Help you but really Helping me. :) Hope you guys liked it! COMMENT ,COMMENT, COMMENT!!!!!!!!

Crazy Daisy :)

Mkay.....

2008-04-11T11:08:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys
I haven't been up to much. Well. That's a little lie. I was celebrating my birthday early and I got a manicure and went shopping with my "sister/mom" K (my dad's girlfriend). Which she kind of is but the guy at the nail place refused to believe that I was her "sister" I must be her "daughter". It was hilarious. We were laughing the whole time. I had a ton of fun. Then we went to a seafood place with my cousins(all 4 of them),my 2 brothers. My uncle (who is back from Iraq....Yay!), my grampa, K ,my dad, and K's little brother B. I had noticed that there were alot of people w/ birthdays and the restaurant was putting funky hats and what not on them and making them do embarrassing stuff. I had told everybody that if they do it I was going to flip. B said"too late that was the first thing I did." HAHAHA...I was SOOOO thrilled. I looked at him and told him that he was so dead. I really wanted to beat him up. But his being 16 and all my chances were very unlikely. So I old him I was going to kick him. In the end I didn't because I was being VERY nice. I even put on the hula skirt,and lei and did the hula around the room while they sang to me. Then we went home and my grampa took me to get a cake. I chose a cheesecake that had fruit on it. He asked the lady to put Happy Birthday Crazy Daisy(I know I'm funny. I prefer to remain mysterious.LOL) on the side in Blue. It was good cake and then we just hung out. So maybe I have been a little busy. On top of that I have been preparing for my auditions which are coming up REALLY soon. I'll know my results by May 13. Very Scary. Now it's story time. Sorry about the cliff hangers. To me its funny. I laugh at you while you cry over the fact that you have no idea whats going to happen and I do. :P I'll try not to make it a cliff hanger but no promises or guarantees.
Crazy Daisy :)

Story Time!!

2008-04-06T11:13:00.000-07:00

I laughed and walked into the lobby. VInny was waiting for me. "Hey Ang!" Vinny came and gave me a hug. " Did yu have a good class?" " It was alright." I replied as Vinny grabbed my bag. Vinny has been my best friend since forever. We met in kindergarten when Vinny asked me if I wanted to play tag. We soon found out we didn't like playing with the other kids because thye were mean. We would always play just the two of us. "Where do you want to go?" "I don't know where do you want to go?" "I dont know where do you want to go?" This went onwith us just laughing and walking. We ended up just walking all the way to the park. We made our way to the field.It was lined with Cherry Blossom Trees. It had a good sized chunk for a walkway into he field. It was a pretty secluded area in a pretty secluded park. We walked up to the entrance of the field,our field, or at least what we liked to call it. It was where we would come to be little kids again.We had been coming to this field since we were 12. That was about 3 1/2 years. Vinny set my bag down and steppedtoward me. He was inches from my face he looked me in the eye and said " You're it " Then ran off."You are dead!" then I ran after him"

Hope ya'll like it! please comment.

Crazy Daisy :)

BACK!! yay I know you're excited..

2008-04-06T11:03:00.001-07:00

Okay I know that was not really a weekend but yeah. Some of you will notice that I have been paying attention to your blog and not mine (comments I have left) . I am on spring brak now and will hopefully be more active on my blog. Bringing you up to date I will say that my birthday is coming up in a couple of days and on my birthday I will be trying out for a preforming arts high school and I am trying out for ballet. I amvery nervous /excited/WHAT the heck am I doing? . ANYWAY I am going to type some more of my story in and to Natasha I will do the tag thingy later cuz I know everybody want to read the story. Btw I really am not concieted I just like acting like it cuz its kinda funny. Its called sarcasm. If you like it great if you dont I dont really care. So Yeah.
Crazy Daisy :)

AWAY...........short term don't worry.

2008-03-29T17:09:00.000-07:00

Okay here is the deal I am taking the weekend off. Maybe....well it depends (how long I can not post) I am doing homework and writing my story. Some of you wer wondering if it is already written or if I write it day by day. Tha answer...day by day.Random fact I clean my room once a week normally(that includes vacuming) but sometimes I have to clean it twice because I make it dirty right after I clean it. So yeah. Have a good weekend you guys!!
Crazy Daisy :)

3rd Part of My Story With No Name seriously help me in this department!!

2008-03-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

The studio makes me feel calm and determined.I feel like I can do anything and everything. This was the place I loved to come to. The studio always accepted you for who you are , never judged,and worked with you. Most people say rooms can't do that but I belive they can. Mr. Edward came in, turned on the music and I danced my heart out. The minute I started nothing else mattered except the next step. I didn't notice the music being stopped. I came back to the real world when Mr. Edward called my name. "Angelina.....class is over." " Oh sorry Mr. Edward." , I said embarased. "Are you okay?" , he asked ," You seem tired." "Oh I'm fine." I replied not eanting to tell him about my sleepless night before. "Okay Angelina, see you next class." "Bye Mr. Edward, thank you." I walked out the door and slammed right into Ms. Suzie. "Are you okay dear?" , she asked as I blushed slightly."I'm fine Ms. Suzie. Just not looking where I was going. Do you need to get in?" I moved aside. "Oh no dear I was actually looking for you." I looked at her. "There is this tall skinny boy, he asked if you were here. I didn't know what to say. Are you dating him? He seemed really anxious to see you." I laughed turning a deeper shade of red like I usually do when people ask me if I'm dating someone. "No thats just Vinny." I smiled almost laughing but not quite. Ms. Suzie gave me a skeptical but amused look. "Well make sure you tell just Vinny because it seems he hasn't gotten the notice."

PLEASE COMMENT and help me think of a title PLEASE!!!! Love Ya!! :)

Crazy Daisy

Hello!!

2008-03-26T16:48:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys
Today was a fun day. My drama class and I went to go see the musical Mask. It was really good. For another random fact about me I love Preforming Arts of all kinds. I recently saw Corteo by Cirque De Soleil. LOVED IT. Then I had half a project block and went to Ms. Sanchez's Algebra 1 class because she lets my best friend and I join in. The math was frustrating me because I couldn't do it. It made me feel really dense because Im in Algebra 2 and I should be able to do it and ya. So I stopped because E and I just take it for fun and we are not really in that class and I did like two sentences on my story which the next post will contain. Then we went to English and Ms. Marina was wearing an owl shirt that she promised me she would wear yesterday and I loved it. Another random fact I ADORE owls. Mkay will type in story now. Have a great day! :)
Crazy Daisy

I Apologize for all the things I did when I should have done something else...

2008-03-24T18:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys
Sorry my last posts have been so short I have been really busy and shouldnt even be posting now but I am addicted to this blog and dont have the heart to abandon you for days on end. So right now im going to list all the things I could and possibly should be doing.
1. Cleaning my room(AGAIN.. no seriously its dirty)
2. Doing history( kinda sorta have to but I kinda need the sheets I forgot to get in class...Ill do it tomorrow!)
3. Getting together some things for my science project which is due on the second.(What I need to get is dominoes!)
4.Working on my story(I know exactly what I want to write but havent had the time to write it...I lie but its hard when I have other things to do I promise I will do some tonight...Hopefully :] )
5. Helping my mom with dinner( I like helping but dont feel like it)
6. Doing something productive....Trust me I can think of MANY OTHER things to do besides thins like Drawing I havent done that in forever.....*sigh* There is just too little time in the day.

NOw all the love you had for me probably just went right out the window because I m such a lazy butt.. Well what can I do? Go to work you say?? Well okay but after I make my blog rounds! :)

*in a struggling voice* CAN"T RESIST

Hope ya'll had a good Easter! ()_()
....................................................('.')

Crazy Daisy

Profile 100

2008-03-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

YES!!! My Profile views got to 100!!! HAHA OOO-OOO *little happy dance going on*
Crazy Daisy

Hey

2008-03-20T20:17:00.000-07:00

Hey guys not much to say except Hi and that I love you for reading my blog!! Will Hopefully post more of my story tomorrow! :)
Crazy Daisy

The 2nd Part of My Story with No Name

2008-03-19T19:35:00.000-07:00

The bus slowed at my stop. I gathered my things. "Have a good time Angelina", Fred said as he opened the doors. "Oh and will you be stopping by the house later for dinner?" "Thanks Fred.", I said as I walked out. "I havent heard from Vinny yet so I don't know about later." "Okay doll", Fred said as he closed the doors. I watched the bus slowly drive away and disappear around the corner.
I took a deep breathe and walked to the doors of the studio, my mind blank. I opened the doors and was greeted by Ms. Suzie the owner of the studio. " How are you dear?" she called from her offie. "I'm fine Ms. Suzie. Can't wait for my lesson." She poked her head out of her office and smiled at me. I set my bag down on a chair. I slid out of my jeans and t-shirt revealing my leotard and tights underneath I quickly untied my shoes and put on my ballet shoes. I loved the quick,airy feeling they gave my feet.
The waiting room of the studio isn't big or fancy. It had a bunch of pictures of dancer covering the walls, many gray chairs for the parents or waiting dancers liek me, an old T.V. which ballet shows play on, theres a water jug which dispenses water into your little cup that you grab from the side, a little table and chairs for the little brothers and sisters,and little kid books to keep them busy. There's a little room connected and right inside is another door which leads to the bathroom.
Mr. Edwards came out and told me to go and stretch at the barre. I walked into the studio and instantly felt the temperature change. I shivered happily. The studio was my favorite room in the whole world at the moment. It had huge windows on one wall that faced the street and a wall of mirror. One wall held the stereo equipment and the door I just walked through and . The other wall was able to go up or down to either connect or seperate the studio at the other end to this one. I pulled the barre away from the windows and placed it in the center. I then started stretching, with my mind at ease.

I hope you like it once again please comment I wouldd LOVE to know what you think.
Crazy Daisy

Clean,Clean,Clean!!

2008-03-19T17:05:00.000-07:00

So as I'm sure you guys know from my last couple of posts I am writing a story.I will post the following part which I made today later this evening.But first I have to clean. Another random fact about me... I am an organizing freak!! I love things being clean and today is my cleaning day..... chores and room! My room is in critical condition and needs emergency help!! (thats me :) Vacum it and everything!! well post later and when I do it will be in a fabulously clean room!!!
Crazy Daisy

On A Good Note

2008-03-18T20:10:00.001-07:00

In Math I actually got the lesson on logarithims. Oh and we dyed Easter Eggs Today YAY!!!!!!I love dyeing easter eggs! ()_()
.............................................................(".) hehe theres my bunny wabbit:)
Crazy Daisy

Blah

2008-03-18T19:58:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys today I feel really Blah. I had a cold thing going on for a while and I was and I hope I still am getting better but allergies I think are my only problemm I don't know but today my head was in a fog. I hope to add another part to my story but today I just couldn't write. Sorry guys but you will here more and for Amani thank you for all the compliments they are very much appreciated.:) gtg call my friend now.
Crazy Daisy

Okay here it Goes: My Story without a Name and no this is not based on my life...lol :)

2008-03-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

THERE was my bus...........Finally!! I mean normally I don't mind if my bus is late on the weekends but today I had ballet.It was a totally differant story. Fred opened the doors of the bus and gave me a small smile. "Sorry Angelina", he said." I'm sorry I know you have ballet . There was a couple with a bunch of luggage; they were going to the airport.It took a while to get them settled.......I tried to hurry." He looked really sorry. I smiled ,"It's okay Fred" , I said as I sat down in the front. "You know Mr. Edward is always a little late." "I also know that you like to get to the studio a little early so you can stretch." "Well some days I can get that and Some days I can't the bus schedule is not ryled by me." When we stopped at a red light he turned to me and said,"How are things going at home?" That transllates to," Your mom and your brother aren't fighting to hard...Right?" Things are going okay ", I said which translates to , " Well niether one of them has tried to kill the other......yet." He gave me an apologetic look and went back to driving ,leaving me to think my thoughts. My mind went back home...and the night before. Last night had been one of the worst nights in a while. Mom and Malcom just went back and forth all night. Ever since Dad left to go and get "a big opportunity in New York" Malcom and Mom have been at it worse then ever. I'm the only one who keeps things half-way decent,If I wasn't here the house would explode with chaos. I mean they both argue for no reason. If Mom asks Malcom to mow the lawn its this big deal about how Mom is just trying to keep him away from his friends and keep him from having a life, even though he knows that Mom doesn't know how to work a lawn mower. Likewise if Malcom asks Mom to go to the movies Mom starts telling Mal how she doesn't like the movie or his friends and how she thinks that Mal should be part of our family more and actually eat dinner with us like he should. When Dad was here it wasn't like this.Mal wasn't so rebelious and Mom wasn't so uptight ,short-tempered,or fragile. She cries over everything a dirty dish, a family photo,soap operas (which she never used to watch!)I mean the other day I got a PAPER CUT and she flipped.When Dad was here he,Mal,and I would go get ice-cream and go to the beach to hang out. Now Mal never talks to me and he is always busy going out eith his friends or staying cooped up in his room. I spend most of my time avoiding conflict and doing ballet. I forced these thoughts out of my head. Today was Saturday and I had ballet(!) Today I was going to be happy NOTHING was going to ruin that not Mal,not Mom, and especially not Dad.

Hope you guys like it.Please comment.It makes me feel good :)!!

Crazy Daisy

Hey Guys

2008-03-17T20:08:00.001-07:00

I Love my blog and other people's blog!! My favs are at the side so look!! These people are cool. I am writing a story so if you like reading them then here you go and if you want to read some more REALLY GOOD stories check out Amani Zainal at the My World Blog. Lemme tell ya girl can write!! so next post will contain part of my story I do not have a name for it yet so if you have one post it!If not well........ Hope you like it. Some of it might not make sense but thats how I write!!<3>
Crazy Daisy

Little Brothers and Starbucks

2008-03-16T12:23:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. Here is some more random stuff about me. I am the oldest out of 3 siblings.I have to little brothers L and E. L is the oldest little brother and E is the littlest. Well today we went grocery shopping for the week........Fun I know. Actually it isn't too bad because if we go we get to help decide what we eat, if we don't go we get no choice and are not allowed to complain. AnyWay L asked my mom something then walked away and told us to follow him. Well E and I did curious. He brings us to Starbucks and asks us what we want.(Yes there is a Starbucks in the grocery store) We tell him to decide and he tells us E and I can share one and he will get his own. E and I decide on double chocolate chip and L got strawberry. Now you might think my mom payed for this but I will have to say you are wrong. L payed for this with his own money! (Its a surprise he even had enough normally he has something he wants and goes and gets it!). My little brothers are not your average brothers. I know some of you guys have little siblings you call pests. Well I'm not saying that they don't annoy me sometimes but they make up for it. They have not once stolen my diary to read it and wouldn't dream of it.(I've had some friends who had brothers who did that). They respect my space and do not come into my room or "borrow" something from me without asking. They are very considerateand if I'm upset or something will give me a hug or do something to make me feel better. They are supportive of my dreams( ballerina) and L will even help me stretch so I am flexible enough. They are very sweet and I love them!!!! Btw they love starbucks and always go crazy after they have it right now they are running around crazy. Well I got to run my Aunt is here and we are going to go do something fun.
Crazy Daisy

Sleep Deprived

2008-03-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

Yes that would about sum me up I can't fall asleep and when I do I have to wake up a couple hours later to go to school. Well tonight is one of those nights but Thank God I don't have school tomorrow. I don't really like sleeping....it's boring. You dont do anything.....but anyway we all must sleep so we can be awake (which I love) so wahtever. If you are like me and like to keep late hours or if you are alsp like me when on some nights you want to sleep but can't fall asleep here are some helpul tips and tricks to get you to snooze-land faster.
Fall Asleep Faster: Relaxation
Tips How To Fall Asleep Faster |
eHow.com Sleep tips for the perpetually awak
Well I hope this helps you right now most of these techniques I already did and they didn't really help so I took a natual sleeping pill. It seems to be working cause I feel a little sleepy. I hope this helps somebody.
Crazy Daisy

Cherry Tree/George Washington Cherry Tree Story

2008-03-15T18:31:00.000-07:00

When George was about six years old, he was made the wealthy master of a hatchet of which, like most little boys, he was extremely fond. He went about chopping everything that came his way.

One day, as he wandered about the garden amusing himself by hacking his mother's pea sticks, he found a beautiful, young English cherry tree, of which his father was most proud. He tried the edge of his hatchet on the trunk of the tree and barked it so that it died.

Some time after this, his father discovered what had happened to his favorite tree. He came into the house in great anger, and demanded to know who the mischievous person was who had cut away the bark. Nobody could tell him anything about it.

Just then George, with his little hatchet, came into the room.

"George,'' said his father, "do you know who has killed my beautiful little cherry tree yonder in the garden? I would not have taken five guineas for it!''

This was a hard question to answer, and for a moment George was staggered by it, but quickly recovering himself he cried:

"I cannot tell a lie, father, you know I cannot tell a lie! I did cut it with my little hatchet.''

The anger died out of his father's face, and taking the boy tenderly in his arms, he said:

"My son, that you should not be afraid to tell the truth is more to me than a thousand trees! Yes - though they were blossomed with silver and had leaves of the purest gold!''

For your enjoyment!! haha(taken from aples4theteacher.com)

Pretty Pretty Rainbow!

2008-03-15T18:28:00.000-07:00

RAIN!!!!

2008-03-15T18:18:00.000-07:00

Its Raining It's Pouring,.............. or at least it was and it might later.!!!! If there is one thing that you need to know about me its that I LOVE and ADORE rain!! :) It makes me go even more crazy. So I just got out of the movie theatre I went to go see Spiderwick Chronicles because my little brother read the books and we have this thing in our house where if we read the book we can go see the movie and it was his first time reading a book that turned into a movie...ANYWAY we get out and its raining raindrops....then slush....then hail!!It was fun. As we are driving out of the parking lot we see a kind of dull rainbow and as we see more sky we notice there is a rainbow right next to it! This Rainbow was really vibrant and I took a picture of it for you guys! I now I can hear ya now *background*( Ahhh thats so sweet!) Yeah you now thats what you are thinking . The colors didn't turn out so vibrant but you can use your imagination. I also took a picture of a cherry tree cuz it was pretty and we were sitting in traffic(tons of fun!) Sorry its a bit blurry (we are in a car what can you expect!) Enjoy!!
Crazy Daisy

Comments!!!......

2008-03-15T11:41:00.001-07:00

Okay guys if you look at my blog please comment wether it is helpful tips or what you think please commment!!! I still have much to learn about the blogging world!! Please help me stay sane!I know Im already insane but help me stay saner!
Crazy Daisy (who may be made crazier if you dont comment)

Ballet,Ballet,Ballet <3 It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

Okay so right now I'm surfing peoples blogs and I just can't wait to go to ballet class!! I love ballet and I feel powerful in my ballet shoes I feel like I can do anything.Right now I kinda hafta get ready so I'll post more later and hopefully get a blog roll up later.
Crazy Daisy :)

Whole Foods Palace

2008-03-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

So I just came home from a land of far far away.This land consists of amazing places called Bev-Mo! and Pet Smart(just to name a few), places of useful things. In this land of far far away there is an exquisite palace. For most girls this palace would contain rubys, crystals,emaralds,sapphires,amathysts, and garnets. For me this palace contained ruby grapes,crystal clear water,bluberries the color of sapphires, emerald green lettuce,rasberries the color of garnets,and amathyst colored eggplants.All organic and fresh. The people of this far far away land call it Whole Foods. It is two stories and full of everything to fit your daily needs, and everything to fit your not so daily needs.It has a fabulous parking structure where they give you free two hour parking(as if that is enough time) and everything. This is an enchanted magical place where they have machines that grind nuts and produce fresh ground peanut butter, almond butter, chocolate almond butter, and chocolate peanut butter. :)! This palace had a place where they make freshjiuce,smoothies, pastries, gelato, sorbets, coffe, pizza, and chocolate. They have every kind of wine and tea imaginable. Its enough to make a girl want to faint!! I want to live there and be Queen of the Palace, but sadly that is up to the ruler ,who the subjects call my manager. I had to leave :( but I had to tell you of this fabulous palace. And all I have to say is I will be back!!
Crazy Daisy :)

My Picture....

2008-03-14T13:36:00.000-07:00

So I spent like an hour making my picture on the paint program on my computer. I "painted " a daisy picture 3 times until I created the one I have now,only to have it shrunk so it will fit. Oh well it happens. At least you can see my fabulous details. I love it !! I feel it shows what I want it to a cute daisy thats waving with athe words crazy daisy next to it so you guys know its me!I could not figure out a way to show my craziness. Maybe Ill make another one thats really crazy but for now I'm tired of "painting".
Crazy Daisy :)

First Post!!!!!

2008-03-14T12:03:00.000-07:00

Hi guys its me Crazy Daisy. I am really excited to have this blog and I hope you are too! Just starting to think about what I want to put (which is everything!) but I'm trying to break it down. I love my template. I think its pretty darn cool so thats always nice. Will be adding new stuff later.
Crazy Daisy :)

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