LALALALALALAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol Another post that no one reads..... gotta love it!!! I can say whatevers I feels like!! :D
lol Its open House today so we got out at like 11:00 am and then my mom picked my best friend Emma and I and dropped us off at home..... we then changed backpacks for outing bags..(coined that phrase isn't it grand?) walked down to the nearby Chinese food restaurant and ate.... we then took our leftovers and walked back to my house..... where we then continued to sing songs and she listened to me read a story I wrote where I acted over the top and added crap that isn't even in the original copy and is stupid so that got us laughing really hard.
Yeah and then after she went home I watched Power Rangers the original HELL YEAH!! cos that's how I do it! I love that show with some weird passion lol I started watching at least one a night....I wanna see them all.. yes its a weird goal but hey nobody else is gonna know except me and silence..Right silence? *silence speaks loudly* of course that's how it works!!
No I really am not crazy just really lonely I mean not literally but none of my friends are on AIM and that bothers me....I like talking to my friends we have such enjoyable conversations.... you guys better be at freakin open house cos I'm leaving in like half an hour or something... gots to see my teachers..
I'm listening to my new Duncan Sheik/Holy Brooks/Nora Jones/Ron Pope play list known as Total Awesome Slow Down ;D I love those songs and they seem to complement each other the music is low key but REALLY INCREDIBLY GOOD..... to just chill to and sing along with..
Speaking of singing I've tried singing lately and it sounds horrid... and I'm signing up for a summer musical with my friend Alex who's only heard me sing on a freakin DVD LAST year and he thinks I'm pretty good....I sound out of tune and my throat feels strained which means I'm not singing right.... and it sucks and I'm REALLY nervous now and there's no one to reassure me or to help me I feel like I'm on my own and I mean I can just see it.... right before I "reveal" my voice Alex thinking I'm gonna sound good other people prepared for something decent and BAM! I suck and no one wants to really tell me 'm just awful so I get pushed back so far in the chorus line that I cant even see the front of the stage much less the audience and they cant see and DEFINITELY not hear me.......... oh god..I'm scaring myself just typing it... so if anyone is reading this per chance and you are this like ridiculously good singer and you wanna give me some tips and advice........I mean I don't wanna sound desperate oh screw it ---MESSAGE ME!!!!!!! PLEASE I NEED THE ASSISTANCE!!!!! but the chances of someone reading this slim to none so the chances of someone reading it being a good singer AND commenting with help is like Slimmer Slim than Slim Zero so its a laughable notion...
I wrote a song last night....... well not like a song music wise but lyrics and I can hear the music but I don't know how t o write music so whatever.... it just came out and suddenly its like SH88!! I just wrote a freaking song!! And I REALLY liked it last night and now I don't like it so much but its still like a regular-ish song.. with a chorus and a beginning and a middle and an end.... yes I sang it but softly cos I sounded terrible last night too I swear I'm gonna cry if I cant fix it... :'(
-Danica---I'm singing and singing pretty badly at that!! Cheap money anyone?
