Tuesday, April 27, 2010

These Changes


life isn't the easiest right now. theres kinda a lot of situations going on around me and i am invested in each one and i dont know what to think. you know those issues with friends and other people and that girl that cant get a hold of her life. well this girl is holding on but she cant really grab anything stable right now. not even herself. theres not a lot of people to hold her and check up on her and shes not even sure if she wants that right now. it was going fine and now its not going as fine. i'm typing in a mess, a problem, both mentally and physically. sometimes being strong enough to pull yourself through means you have to and you have to prove but sometimes its not enough and you arent the greatest and you get upstaged and everyone gravitates towards them leaving you asking "hello?" i need a balance. i wish things could happen that really just cant and it hurts to be told that again and again but i am still wishing and still being told no and it hurts...it hurts real bad...


Monday, April 19, 2010



SO my day wasn't that bad. It was rather pleasant even though it was the first day back after spring break. This morning I went to the chiropractor to get my lower back fixed and MAN! did it feel so much better. Then I went to school my french class wasn't too bad we reviewed and Ms.Hart even made me laugh a couple times so it was enjoyable. My dance class is always fun though we just talked about the show and didn't dance. My English class is always really interesting and we are working on a poem project so I will be doing that in a little bit the only thing is that I cant find my grammar book--Have you seen it? cos I sure haven't. Chemistry was a bit over my head as usual. History was a lot of review and can you believe it?!The AP test is in two and a half weeks away!!! So scary. But I will be prepared is what I keep telling myself. Math was math I did my homework we have a district test tomorrow what else is new? ANNNDD I am working on getting voice lessons and I am going back to dance tomorrow so I am SOO excited. Yay so that s a day in the life of moi :)

if i could figure it out


Sunday, April 18, 2010



so i am really excited for our blogging party. For those not in the know one of my good friends sarah @sashepard.blogspot.com started a blog! (you should go check it out--I already gave you the link what more do you need? ) And we have made an agreement to keep writing on our blog to stay in touch since we live too far away from each other. So I am excited to get back to blogging and I like to imagine sarah is excited about blogging so lets get this started!! :)



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