For All the World

So when theres many things I need to do I believe in stopping (especially if I am stressing) and taking a look on what I am feeling and how i got here. Life's been really good lately. Much better this week than last week and I can honestly say that for the past few days I've been able to walk into school with a smile. Maybe its because summer is around the corner, maybe its because I haven't been ignored this week, maybe its because I've built a guard of hilarious and sweet friends, maybe its because I've felt pretty all week. Whatever the reason I like that change.

I've been working on change for a while. I am going to start taking aerial arts class in addition to my 1 adult ballet class a week. I was reading some older posts. I don't encourage you to read them I feel that i sound incompetent and immature. Not sure how to handle myself on my own blog. Which was the truth the Internet used to be so foreign and new. Now its an everyday thing. I still am looking for a harder dance course. I need to work on jumps.

However in my search for self peace and new dance classes I auditioned for a weekend dance intensive. I GOT IN to my surprise and its with Lineage Dance Co. A company I admire. They put on the Pasadena Dance Festival that was the most fun I have ever had.

When changing and finding room for it you tend to find memories. Its a process sorting through them recognizing them for what they were and your history than either keeping them close to heart, filing them under the important category, or placing them neatly in a box to be put in your newly organized attic for a time much later. I feel confident in the way my inner self lies and flows. I feel more confident in my dancing and singing. I don't feel so undermined or that I am striving too hard. I work hard and I love it--I feel that I am in the right place. In the last year I have met many new people who've helped me come this far and feel as capable as I do. I thank them and I thank the Universe.

Thank you for teaching me to continue and thank you for continuing.

Danica--

These Changes

hello

life isn't the easiest right now. theres kinda a lot of situations going on around me and i am invested in each one and i dont know what to think. you know those issues with friends and other people and that girl that cant get a hold of her life. well this girl is holding on but she cant really grab anything stable right now. not even herself. theres not a lot of people to hold her and check up on her and shes not even sure if she wants that right now. it was going fine and now its not going as fine. i'm typing in a mess, a problem, both mentally and physically. sometimes being strong enough to pull yourself through means you have to and you have to prove but sometimes its not enough and you arent the greatest and you get upstaged and everyone gravitates towards them leaving you asking "hello?" i need a balance. i wish things could happen that really just cant and it hurts to be told that again and again but i am still wishing and still being told no and it hurts...it hurts real bad...

--Danica

APRIL 19

Hello!!

SO my day wasn't that bad. It was rather pleasant even though it was the first day back after spring break. This morning I went to the chiropractor to get my lower back fixed and MAN! did it feel so much better. Then I went to school my french class wasn't too bad we reviewed and Ms.Hart even made me laugh a couple times so it was enjoyable. My dance class is always fun though we just talked about the show and didn't dance. My English class is always really interesting and we are working on a poem project so I will be doing that in a little bit the only thing is that I cant find my grammar book--Have you seen it? cos I sure haven't. Chemistry was a bit over my head as usual. History was a lot of review and can you believe it?!The AP test is in two and a half weeks away!!! So scary. But I will be prepared is what I keep telling myself. Math was math I did my homework we have a district test tomorrow what else is new? ANNNDD I am working on getting voice lessons and I am going back to dance tomorrow so I am SOO excited. Yay so that s a day in the life of moi :)

if i could figure it out

--Danica

HI SARAH!!!

Hi SARAH!

so i am really excited for our blogging party. For those not in the know one of my good friends sarah @sashepard.blogspot.com started a blog! (you should go check it out--I already gave you the link what more do you need? ) And we have made an agreement to keep writing on our blog to stay in touch since we live too far away from each other. So I am excited to get back to blogging and I like to imagine sarah is excited about blogging so lets get this started!! :)

LOVE YOU SARAH!!!

--Danica

Is It really

hello.

how are you? I hope you're good. Do you come here often? I do. well. Often enough for me my visits are interesting-probably intriguing to you hence why you come to see if I've come back and left a note. Thank you. That pleasant conversationalism is just that pleasant and I sort of enjoy it..

When I think of elegance I think of my grandmother--when I smell a lovely perfume or hear of a business cocktail party something fun but delightful-I think of her.

When I think of times before ours-not ancient but separate where girls were trained and taught manners and knew how to be a lady -I think of my great-grandmother

When I think of tea-parties I remember when I was little reading raggedy ann books and deciding that I was Marcella and I would have a nice teas party with my dolls.I think of running through rose gardens. Remembering the multiple times I have run through huge rose gardens hiding under some of the large bushes watching the sun travel-being pleasing and warm--I remember one day I did such a think and I felt that I was in a Monet painting---even at 10 I had loved his work and the happiness I felt could be reflected in such beauty.

When I think of traveling I think of my Aunt Norma-I haven't mentioned her here-she was a beautiful person

I think of traveling across the world to exotic places to the amazon and africa to india and china-I want to go to Europe and see how they run things over there.

We had callbacks yesterday-I got nervous and scared and I almost started crying in the middle of my song but I didn't stop... They cut me but its okay in the sense that I can probably get the flying monkey part because I killed in dance auditions. I just feel so embarrassed because everyone heard me sing-and I didn't do that well and I don 't want people to go away with that as my impression--I can sing better.. but marlene said I did good and she thought I was having fun with it even though I was almost crying but she couldn't tell but I'll go with that.I was so proud to be friends with asya,sarah,jordan,alex,and pavel--they were so amazing and I love them all---And I must thank Olive for making me feel happy she truly has talent and she's so feel-good!

to have you see me

-danica

La la la la la the world is round...

Eric got the link to my blog about two seconds ago "HI ERIC!! " Now a days I actually have people reading this though none of them leave a comment like emma d., emma p., maddy, and gigi ...LOL LEAVE A COMMENT GUYS...

okay updates....I am still dancing thought I missed class all last week for homecoming and sickness and the final football game of the season...I went yesterday felt really bad today..so I stayed home...again..---bad ballerina! Anyway I've been trying to save my voice because yours truly will be auditioning for Addaperle "the feel good girl!" in The Wiz...and pavel chris and alex and jordan are also auditioning..... and I think that they are all singing the lion song...not quite sure--safe to say its gonna be a PARTY tomorrow!! Oh yeah and my friend megan she auditions right before me so we get to be audition buddies!! so yeah I'm singing He's the Wiz and am pretty good if I do say so myself...

So I'm actually excited-kinda nervous---but mostly excited...and I'm gonna have a super cute outfit on so even if I fail I could just stand and look pretty...

So school is still school ---its all about adaption now...just going with it getting the work done having fun...if it wasn't for my friends I would probably melt but chatting and working with them keeps me occupied.. and surviving..

Dance has been getting better too those girls aren't so cliche-y and they will actually talk to me... AND jordan and I are talking a ballet class together next week so I'm so very excited and the dance that we're choreographing is like wayyy ahead of schedule so we're SUPERSTARS....isn't it great?

yeah well I didn't exactly know what else to say in here....I'll update you tomorrow on how auditions went and the shin-dig that went down before.. :)

keep well and entertained and be witty darlings for I've re-energized myself and decided that I cant be so down all the time its time to make a change...... Live well.....

-danica

ZOMG!!!!!

Okay okay I'm trying really hard not to panic---1 sec lemme get some dinner-- okay now I'm eating my dinner as I type this because I cant afford to lose precious time.. to make things simple I am drowning in homework--no no! wait for it!! --THAT I HAVE NO FREAKIN CLUE HOW TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I told myself that I'm not going to cry I only have to:

-finish post lab/pre lab questions for chem

-worksheet packet for chem

-end of chapter chem book work

-math worksheet I AM TOTALLY LOST ON

-reread to kill a mocking bird for trial

-get together papers for said trial

-try to finish some grammar work for extra credit --AND ITS A TON LEMME TELL YOU

-FRENCH HOMEWORK

now didnt I say today was my day to regroup well you can throw that out the window!!! ALL I DO IS HOMEWORK

and I'm trying to get to bed early well you can throw that out the freakin window too

I wanted to clean my room-TOO BAD!

I wanted to not be at my wits end on a monday because I feel like all I do is work and in the times I'm not working I'm dancing which is good but I never get time to just chill and its so annoying oh yeah and I have to email my team members about the trial you know why? because I landed myself a spot as Atticus head of my side of the trail nice huh? and I will say I'm honored but I can't deal with this...UGHHHHH

IF anyones reading this please LEAVE A COMMENT just tell me to suck it up and move on and if you wanna be nice offer to clean my room or give me nice music --I like music

-danica

This is my brains song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKrBlIXzI5I

And So We Must Commence

DO you ever get that feeling like things might end up being okay but you're really apprehensive cos you feel like you're gonna fall into a trap and then things are going to go horribly wrong? well I'm not necessarily feeling like that but ya know its getting there--No I lie -I don't know I'm sooo confused now

So yes its been a while since I've written and I don't know I'm just busy and everything I want to say cant be said in a half hour and no I'm not talking about that---okay fine maybe I am a little

Basically I've had to deal with alot of nothing and that's the problem --I make issues for myself and I blow things out of proportion and I get irritable-speaking of irritable I wish everyone would stop saying that I look sad!! gosh okay?!! I'm not depressed yet I get asked every day maybe I have alot I'm thinking about maybe I don't know how I'm going to do my English project maybe I'm excited to go to homecoming but still unsure because I cant stand it anymore? Maybe I'm going insane MAYBE I just cant stand school and some people sometimes and sure maybe I do get a little sad every now and then because I have to deal with things but even if I am is asking me if I'm sad going to fix anything? I DON'T THINK SO....

and I love my friends GOSH do I love you guys you make my world go round and I try I really do try to be honest with you but when I do I don't want sympathy--I despise sympathy when I'm trying to be real I mean not always but I don't need this whole AWWW yeah no thank you

And dance... boy does dance make me tired but I couldn't live without it and I'm rediscovering why I like it and that makes my day..

AND why is it that people have to be so rude? Gosh and can I ever get a good picture of myself? And why is it that I want a good picture of myself isn't that a little narcissistic? And why does A.P. euro take up so much fricken time and do I have to be ignored every day of my life--now I don't consider myself an invisible person but I swear to you at least once a day I'm talking to my imaginary friend because my family and friends move on before I'm through

My room is a mess and I'm a tired wreck so why is it that I felt hopeful in the car I DON'T KNOW

and I'm excited for my Halloween party I want to feel human again because lately I've felt kinda robotic and I get left with no energy which is why I must depart now to SLEEP and forget whatever I wrote here then read it later and be like "OMG I actually wrote that??"

-danica

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!

mmmhmmm okay!! so I am like obsessed with birthdays! I think that they are a little silly but overall I love celebrating them with my friends-I mean I enjoy celebrating my friend's birthdays (my birthdays-ehh not as much fun -well sometimes:P) but anyway yes and I have this issue where I have to say happy birthday like a gazillion times that day......

So heres to my friend A_L_E_X :

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOOOO since you're in Hawaii and I don't want to ruin your vacation I have to get kinda creative on how I'm saying happy birthday...I said so on facebook,and I'll send one on twitter even though you never use it..haha you need to login and see it-you'll find this via email its almost late enough to send a txt and that's about 5 times...which is pretty decent :) but some thanks and thoughts are in order..

SO happy birthday Alex you're a fantastic friend to have and very handy when it comes to music lessons ;) I learn a lot about new musicians and just random stuff--which makes me seem smarter sooo thanks for that! I also think your random insults invented during conversations are funny even though I say they're not...you get points for letting me see your guys's band even though it wasn't just you ... and for acting excited about my dancing...

Okay so I don't really know what I'm trying to do here--- just saying happy birthday and thanks thanks for all you've done and for inviting me to go to Hollywood and the winter musical-which got me into the summer musical,thank you for being funny,and being patient when I'm totally ignorant in some subjects like musicals,and soccer,and amazing artists..

haha :D

okay I'm ending this now!!!

HAVE A SUPER BIRTHDAY!!!!

-- Danica--

AHMI GOD!!!!

Okay so things have been pretty snazzy today I officially ordered some glasses AND sunglasses and we got money off them so its all good....and I pretty much know how I'm gonna get my hair cut I just need it to happen...

skdjhtoiwne~~!! I am sooo supposed to be doing AP work I haven't done any for 2 days!! and theres 1 more week til school and I have to finish 1 1/2 chapters plus vocab plus study guide questions....ACK!!! well I am going to be done by the end of the weekend I promise myself I have to be because otherwise I'll like die.....I'm just really kinda tired cos I haven't been sleeping well but I spent the night at my best friend graces house with my other bestie emma and it was soooo much fun! but yeah I just haven't been in the focused mood....so yeeeeeah

and my buddy jordan and I are choreographing this super awesome crazy demented intense dance and its fabulous -our first rehearsal was yesterday and in 4 hours we got like 1 min completely accomplished and and outline for the dance..AHH!!! its bloody brill!!

and I learned while listening to my friends band rehearsal (I was like the first outsider to hear them and be at their rehearsal I felt super special...)that my friend Pavel plays CELLO!!!! its amazingly super cool....and he plays standup base so hes my role model ;P

SO yeah that's the local happs.... and now I'm going to enjoy dinner and a movie with my family get some well needed rest and then hit the books tomorrow!

dancing with myself :P

-danica

Changes...

As I mentioned in my last post I want to make some changes and I decided to give my blog a make-over the way I write and the font colors and such will be different hence why I set it up to only show one post....this one is different :)

I want to settle and adapt and I was getting a little bored with blogging so why not change it? and make it more interesting...I am also going to incorporate my dance blg into here since I dont want to manage 2 blogs....so you'll be hearing more about my dancing...

So for now this is how it will be..and I really like it... thanks to yummylolly.com for the template shes amazing and her templates are very fun and unique....

Til Next Time

-danica

New Season...

Most people live their lives by years - I pretty much live them by seasons.... dance season is starting in the fall which brings in school and everythings great.... And I think I'm trying to start new.. give myself a makeover.. I'm giving away clothes getting new clothes planning a haircut and deciding to make changes in the way I exercise and eat..now if you read that line it might seem odd. I'm a dancer I don't over eat and I'm a healthy weight but I need to be like amazon warrior-lol not really but it will improve my dancing.I need to stretch more and gain more muscle I need to be more fit aerobically.... its alot I'm thinking about and doing but I'm excited..

And as of this moment right now I'm going to learn Portuguese somehow because my goal is to audition for Grupo Corpo in Brazil later in life....

I haven't written alot lately but I will in the coming school/dance season but for now I'm enjoying my summer.. :)

Danica

HEY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.........aka Imaginary Friends!! jkjk for Those Of You Who ACTUALLY Read This...On Purpose :P

of course I'm back and ready to take the world!!!!!!!!!!

The Spring Dance Concert was sooooooo much fun and it went very well and ALL of my friends came...THANKS GUYS I LOVE YOU!!!!!! and I was soo happy that they came and got to see what I've been working on and such...they all loved it and gave me some compliments..I was glad my hard work payed of and it looked so pretty...they are the best friends.....I mean getting yelled at strangers to shut up is just an act of devotion...lol not to moi though....

ANYWAY I get to prepare for the dance recital coming up at my studio....so that's always tons of fun....and yeah....

OHMIGOSH!!!! my mom says that I can have a twitter!! lol I dont need one or anything and none of my friends have one but they're just sooo cute!! and she says I might be able to get a facebook.....idk I guess it would be fun and its kinda just because my friends are always like..I want pics of you!!!! and I have some friends that live abroad and that would be a nice way to keep in touch...and I know that my mom would start using hers and while people are like "ewwww parents having one and watching you?!!!" I 'm like "LOL yeah lets chat!!" and we've held IM convos...from the living room to the dining room ..it cracks me up and its part of the reason I want a Twitter so we can just see whats up with each other...and while it might seem sad or that we're resorting to Internet to stay connected its a nice way.....because we are all so busy and we eat dinner together about every night and we're very close but when I am gone like ALL the time with dancing and friends its nice to know that I can just stay posted and such....I don't know its kinda hard to explain but I think its nice for my parents too because they can check in,be amused by my antics,say hello,,,ITS JUST SO GOSHDARNNICE!!!!! SO YEAHHH!!

moms in the shower now afterwards we're gonna go out and buy me some shorts!! Hella yeah!!!

lol Love you

DANICA---   <---person of importance in my life

I'm Alive and Busy As Always..

Hey I know I haven't written in awhile but I've been sooo busy since theres a dance concert this Friday and I have to have rehearsal all week on top of my ballet class....and today I'm auditioning to go to a higher level at my studio after a tech rehearsal for the first half of my show at school (spring dance concert-that's what I'm gonna call it) So spring dance concert is the high school show and the ballet show is the summer recital...okay that simplified things...so yeah I'm excited for the Dance concert so that should be fun I'm off to school in about 15 min so just thought I'd  check in and say hi :)

--Danica----DANCING

Of Course When I Say No I Mean Yes....Thats How Its Done

Hey,

yeah that's all .......hey.

Grrr..CST tests are utterly boring...I mean some of the stories in the English section were interesting but bleh.....I get to take math tomorrow (keep your fingers crossed) Yeah and the teacher that supervises my class is so scatterbrained---we started 40 min. late....nice huh?

Well enough of that I'm kinda bummed my hip-hop class was cancelled because Angie hurt herself -yikes!- she injured her knee and at the moment can't walk....we still need to learn a new dance....but I hope she gets better :) we'll see on Friday....

Lunch was fun today it was pretty chill considering half of the group was gone in swim team ad tomorrow I get to have history!!!!! YAY!! I love that class so much! :D its so interesting....and its the last class of the day how great is that?! SUPER great....

yeah this is a pretty short post not much to say except that I don't have any homework and I think I'm gonna go practice riding my skateboard >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">freakin hilarious)

Don't wanna talk about yesterday's ballet/jazz class.....lets just say that tomorrow will be better... but yeah gonna practice my skateboarding and will probably fall a bunch of times I mean I may be a dancer but balance doesn't come naturally! Nobody's on AIM so no one will miss me..

hope you are all enjoying life and getting ready for summer!!

D_ dramatic

A_ advantageous

N_ not so normal

I_   in it for kicks

C_  casually sophisticated 

A_  acting smitten

:P-------LIVE YOUR FREAKING LIFE FOR ONCE!!-or you know again :)

Okay I'm Breathing...... Right Now Thats a Point...

So I have alot to do and I'm like having separate meltdowns over school and such its been really hard around the house due to a  shitty accumulation of unfortunate events.... so right now as long as I can function I'm alright..gaaaahhhh

But that's neither here nor there because today I'm gonna be relatively happy I have to be otherwise I'll sink and crash and burn and while the flames may be pretty its hot enough as it is..with all that global warming :) but seriously I'm just like grrrrr....I've been pretty irritable and if it wasn't for Power Rangers in Space and some funny jokes about Swine Flu.....(cough cough Alex! You gave it to me!!!) I probably would be hiding under a rock--I mean its sounded pretty nice compared to going to school some days......

But yesterday I spent the night at Bridgit and Siobhan's house......good god thank you for them!! I love you guys!! Seriously I needed to be thrown into their awesomely quirky family for two days and a night because I felt so safe when I went to sleep and it was the first night in a while I didn't have a dream where I was alarmed.......it was really nice and very pretty....I love that little town of S---- M--- haha <---I get it all to myself since you don't know where I'm talking about.........ahahaha..I love talking to nobody......

But seriously I doubt some person who stalks people would ever read this...but if it eases your mind mother I wont...and I wont have a facebook or a myspace even though I wouldn't want a myspace...but I kinda want a facebook but dont worry I wont bring it up cuz the answer is gonna be no---or yes but you cant put any pictures (the whole point of facebook) or say where you live (I wouldn't put school anyway...)  or use your real name (um lame codename anyone?) basically I can have this blog and that's it...the computer blocks out facebook and myspace so I cant even check my friends pages...it kinda sucks......I cant have a youtube account either and my brother would love to have one.....we would even have a joint account for christs sake.......I cant text either-- apparently I do enough chatting as it is.....so don't worry mother....I'll skip out on the fun comp stuff if you ask me to....I mean I don't consider myself a "regular" teenager as it is and you don't either so mother may I take one step further in the electronic world known as internet? no?? okay fine I'll step back...

that was an utterly pointless rant......I really like goldfish.......and turtles........even though turtles like eat goldfish.....hmmm....I  just wont allow them to be enemies...its not acceptable...

haha I saw the uninvited at Bridgit and Siobhans house and it was so much fun...Brideee was at a soccer game so it was just siobing-bong and I and savana came over so it was really fun and its a pretty intellectual movie...but it was good and I didn't get scared that much I'm so proud *smiles cheaply* lol >.<> because there was a blanket over her face..lol I had a really good time and it was so much fun with them......

So now I'm taking/took Alex's advice and I ignored responsibility yesterday so today I get to do

-math homework (just finished)

-math CST packet (almost done)

-organize math binder for grade  (forgot the binder but am going to organize the papers)

-Figure out the character I'm using for my English Project

-English Business letter(supposed to refer to the book in my locker help anyone?!!)

-Clean my room

-Set out my crap for tomorrow

CLEAN MY ROOM

-Fix my stupid nails...

So yeah!! okay I'm feeling like going to the nearest 7-11 w/ my bros I'll finish the CST packet first...cuz I'm not a procrastinator!! >.<

Antsy Pants
Tree Hugger lyrics

Send "Tree Hugger" Ringtone to your Cell

[Chorus:]
The flower said
"i wish i was a tree"
The tree said
"i wish i could be
A different kind of tree
The cat wished
That it was a bee
The turtle wished
That it could fly
Really high into the sky
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea

And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it
And in the sea there is a fish
A fish that has a secret wish
A wish to be a big cactus
With a pink flower on it

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert
And the desert
So dry and lonely
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort

And the rattlesnake said
I wish i had hands so
I could hug you like a man
And then the cactus said
Don't you understand
My skin is covered
With sharp spikes
That'll stab you
Like a thousand knives
A hug would be nice
But hug my flower
With your eyes

(chorus)

(repeat 1st verse)

And the flower
Would be its offering
Of love to the desert
And the desert
So dry and lonely
That the creatures all
Appreciate the effort  <----my happy song

Danica----REALLY TRYING TO WORK WITH WHAT I HAVE!!!!!

Just Another Wednesday.....

LALALALALALAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol Another post that no one reads..... gotta love it!!! I can say whatevers I feels like!! :D

lol Its open House today so we got out at like 11:00 am and then my mom picked my best friend Emma and I and dropped us off at home..... we then changed backpacks for outing bags..(coined that phrase isn't it grand?) walked down to the nearby Chinese food restaurant and ate.... we then took our leftovers and walked back to my house..... where we then continued to sing songs and she listened to me read a story I wrote where I acted over the top and added crap that isn't even in the original copy and is stupid so that got us laughing really hard.

 

 Yeah and then after she went home I watched Power Rangers the original HELL YEAH!! cos that's how I do it! I love that show with some weird passion lol I started watching at least one a night....I wanna see them all.. yes its a weird goal but hey nobody else is gonna know except me and silence..Right silence? *silence speaks loudly* of course that's how it works!!

No I really am not crazy just really lonely I mean not literally but none of my friends are on AIM and that bothers me....I like talking to my friends we have such enjoyable conversations.... you guys better be at freakin open house cos I'm leaving in like half an hour or something... gots to see my teachers..

I'm listening to my new Duncan Sheik/Holy Brooks/Nora Jones/Ron Pope play list known as Total Awesome Slow Down ;D I love those songs and they seem to complement each other the music is low key but REALLY INCREDIBLY GOOD..... to just chill to and sing along with..

Speaking of singing I've tried singing lately and it sounds horrid... and I'm signing up for a summer musical with my friend Alex who's only heard me sing on a freakin DVD LAST year and he thinks I'm pretty good....I sound out of tune and my throat feels strained which means I'm not singing right.... and it sucks and I'm REALLY nervous now and there's no one to reassure me or to help me I feel like I'm on my own and I mean I can just see it.... right before I "reveal" my voice Alex thinking I'm gonna sound good other people prepared for something decent and BAM! I suck and no one wants to really tell me 'm just awful so I get pushed back so far in the chorus line that I cant even see the front of the stage much less the audience and they cant see and DEFINITELY not hear me.......... oh god..I'm scaring myself just typing it... so if anyone is reading this per chance and you are this like ridiculously good singer and you wanna give me some tips and advice........I mean I don't wanna sound desperate oh screw it ---MESSAGE ME!!!!!!! PLEASE I NEED THE ASSISTANCE!!!!! but the chances of someone reading this  slim to none so the chances of someone reading it being a good singer AND commenting with help is like Slimmer Slim than Slim Zero so its a laughable notion...

I wrote a song last night....... well not like a song music wise but lyrics and I can hear the music but I don't know how t o write music so whatever.... it just came out and suddenly its like SH88!! I just wrote a freaking song!! And I REALLY liked it last night and now I don't like it so much but its still like a regular-ish song.. with a chorus and a beginning and a middle and an end.... yes I sang it but softly cos I sounded terrible last night too I swear I'm gonna cry if I cant fix it... :'(

-Danica---I'm singing and singing pretty badly at that!! Cheap money anyone?

HAPPY SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!

Okay so right now I'm sitting behind the counter of my dad's resturant so thats kinda exciting I guess but its kinda hot cos the oven is on !! Grrrr....I cant wait til summer when I can dance and sing all day!! ahaha I'm singing to my brother on my ipod.:D *voice oozes with sarcasm* he loves it!! no but he doesnt care either......

I can't wait til summer when I can dance and sing all day long!! lalala!! :)but I get to go to dance camp at my studio and I get to do the summer musical....btw the people I was introduced to were all extremely nice and the preformance was good....some old aquantices never change and are still act self centered but whatever the cool people outweigh the stupid people....haha

School is going pretty well spring break ended and with it came my birthday....my party was really fun >.< even though some people ditched *cough matt,meagan,chris cough cough ahem* no I enjoyed myself emensely and even though I told everyone not to bring me anything I do like my presents they are very nice and thoughtful.......I just dont like the end of spring break cos after the teachers try to cram info down your thrat for the CST test..................bleh!! I cant wait til May 22 cuz thats the spring dance concert and my friends are going to support dance club and watch me preform cos thery're super awesome and they rock...I swear though they are so hilarious and supportive!! they make moi laugh everyday :D and they're super smart!! makin up conspiracy theories....maddy and I stick together in the geometry section :P your friends got nothing on mine!!

ooohhh!! I forgot to tell ya'll that 'm in a hip-hop dance!! Ad its really fun and Angie said I'm ding good!! that comment made my day cos I was thinking about how I'm kinda out of my element but its really just the isolation which I know I can do cuz we do it in ballet....I can do this sh88!!!Lemme tell you though this dance is freakin awesome!!---haha I kinda just gave myself a pep-talk.....lol but yeah its fun and awesome!!

I'm just trying to keep myself entertained since there's not much to do......business is slow..and I finished my homework...Alrighty well I guess I'll sign off now!!!

Ballerinas Are The Birth Of Cool by Prima*Ballerina on Polyvore.com

yes I made that ^

-Danica-- Uniquely Stunning!